[[* BaBy VaMpiRe hAppEniNgs *]]

2010-05-10T18:49:00.000-07:00

After so long, came to realised that every humans are weak and fragile.. No matter how strong you act, how happy you look, how clever you are.. Deep inside there is a weak point which can kills..

Its the first time you cry in front of me. And its the first time i felt so heartache to see that.. I didnt know how to express my thoughts and feel, its was hurting inside my heart.. But what can I do to help you? Even thou i thought of doing this or that.. But at last, i know it will never work.. sighs! Felt so useless.. :( realli hope all this fucking rubbish thingys can faster finish and i know it will never be settled once and for all.. That's for sure! Sighs.. Life is getting super sians now.

Might be going to genting soon again.. Hope this time can go, got the feel to leave singapore awhile again.. Dunno since when I hate to be in singapore, althou i missed my bedroom, my bed, my pillow and my cute lil pillow. Sighs!

Just leave me alone in my Lala Land and I'll be fine. I need to have a space of my own and think.

2010-05-10T00:10:00.000-07:00

Just got back from genting last night.. Cant say realli fun, cos its just a short trip with family.. But have really relax myself there with the cool weather and gambling..! First time gamble over there.. and it makes me realise that Jackpot can be really addictive! And i lose money there! lols.. But its kinda experience.. :) not bad.. will go there win back all my monies! (HARD LA)! hahaha!

Took night coach to genting.. on the way there.. the road is so so dark.. but is good..! the sky is full of stars.. so0o happy to see that.. can "talk" to them again.. sometimes, taking a long coach journey is good.. listening to my favourite songs during the journey, makes me think of alot of things.. whether it is good or bad, at least I have the time to all myself.. I think i will take coach more often.. :)

我讨厌黑夜因为会觉得孤单
我讨厌孤单的感觉因为会觉得想哭
我讨厌想哭的感觉因为会觉得自己很脆弱...

我想变成一个坚强的人, 不想因为小事就掉泪的人
我讨厌现在的自己...

2010-05-01T20:39:00.000-07:00

Today is 2nd of may. Sunday, weather quite hot and i am in office with coat on and air-con off. It's b'cos.. I'm sick! Sighs.. After drinking the java chip yesterdae, feeling veri unwell.. gonna fever soon.. sighs! ate med, but still not feeling good.. sighs!

Yest is our 1st yr anni.. was suppose to give him a surprise.. bring him out for a short getaway! but due to work wise, unable to do that. hais.. So we jus spent our day in suntec! hahas! been drinking for straight 2 days.. now see martell, abit phobia.. omg.. haha! going to genting next week alrd.. gonna leave dis hot hot singapore for 2 days.. :)

Work till veri veri sians.. everydae drag myself to work! omg! please pray for me to get a new job veri soon! :)

Back to stoning time.. :(

2010-04-22T01:57:00.000-07:00

Wow! havent been updating my bloggy for months! Came in to clear some of the spiders.. alot of spider webs.. (said by mag! hahah!)

Came back from taiwan for one week plus already. Really missed there alot alot alot.. How i wish i can migrate there and don come back to singapore. :( But, its daydreaming.. Back to reality! phew!

Gonna travel again soon, but not taiwan.. is genting and somewhere which i'm planning now. Heez.. Hope it will be a good one! :D wheEeEe~!

Haven been drinking for the past 1 mth?! oh nooo.. I so-got-da-feel to drink can! hahas! anything can be addictive, once we enjoy the accompany of it!

Been so bored in office. Esp when they are leaving me soon.. Mayb its time for me to think about it and move on already. Since i don enjoy working there, whats the use of staying.. Althou I'm not sure whether the choice to leave the comfort zone will be good or bad.. But.. Life is full of regrets, If we don have any regrets, then we wont know what is good memories.. :)

1st of may coming already!! WHEEEE!!

2010-02-04T18:56:00.000-08:00

FB FB FB.. it became an addict for me. Gosh.. Worse then friendster time! hahas! Found some meaningful sentences over there.. Will post it here.. (:

I pushed you away because i knew that if you stayed, i could never turn you down. you are the most beautiful and most terrible thing that's ever happened to me.

And one more.. I think hai pai tian xin got said this or similar? hehe..

Trying To Forget Someone You've Loved Is Like Trying To Remember Someone You've Never Met

Last nite work nite shift.. After working went to have porridge supper! Yummy! And.. there's alot alot of stars over there! How i wish my house is over there. Den everynite i can look at the stars.. (: hehe.. Okies.. I'm day-dreaming again! My B'dae and CNY is just around the corner! Whooo! Our plannings qi qi ba ba alrd! hehe! What present will I be receiving? *hint hint!* =D~~~ hohoho.. I'm waiting! (:

And looking at those old fotos.. Out of sudden.. I miss SSF alot.. Sighs.. When can we ALL go out together and have FUN? Its been a long time since ALL of us go out and share stories, problems, and of cos Laughters! :( I missing you all.. s0bx s0bx!

2010-01-31T17:42:00.000-08:00

Today is 1st of Feb.... That means in 10 days time i will be 23 years old?! Goshh.. Ownself write the age also feel so old alreadi.. Another 2 yrs.... Mid twenties.. Damn old liaos can! :(

Dis sat shopping! Chiong ahhs! How oso mus buy some clothes!! :( next week CNY! extra income timing.. hohoho..! saving for taiwan! (: I'm so so so eggcited can! =D

Hmmms.. Went to dye and cut my hair yesterday! And talk to the auntie for some personal thingys.. Felt so bad after talking to her.. Kinda let someone down ya! I'm not as good as what you think of me.. Hope the someone will try to accept and stay happy alwaes! Althou probably wont be seeing the someone anymore agains.. Bud still.. Thanks for the good care during the years.. Esp when coming to CNY, make me feels like eating the things that especially bought, reserved and make for me.. Really appreciated loads! Wont be having this chance agains.. Hope your family stay healthy alwaes! (: (Is a HER!)

2010-01-29T21:07:00.000-08:00

Working now.. Supposed to have a good Sat Mood cos going out after work for CNY shopping Day2.. Bud somehow one FUCKING Bitch Ruin my day! Oh fuck! NOBODY WANNA FUCK YOU ALRD? FAN JIAN! ALWAES GO CLUB ONS! Worse then a PROSITUTE!

Just need to vent my anger! Phew! Feel better! (:

2010-01-21T18:13:00.000-08:00

Having flu last nite..! aRgh! Eat med, and to my surprise I cant fall asleep! I was totally awake the whole nite turning n tossing on my bed trying to get some sleep cos I having class in the night! And I'm feeling kinda tired and still having flu now.. How to go class later on! roars! :(

First day of lesson on Wed.. Feeling stress instead of excitement. Looking at the lecturer and those notes he gave us.. Kinda lost. I don understand what he talking about! Gosh! Think I old already or I too long never study.. All rusty liaos! :( Got 2 modules in this term, hope at least can cope with it? Cos still got loads more to go! Must get used to the new lifestyle and jiayou!!

Looking at my FB.. Seeing loads of secondary skool frens getting married.. Out of sudden it make me feels so old.. I'm 23 already! another 2 yrs to go and i'm in mid-twenties! Cant believe it! Bud still have to accept it! Hahas! From Sec skool days, playing ard, joking ard, skipping skool together.. Now all become adult and settling down already.. Looking at those pictures, remind me of the past. The childish us to the matured us. (: Wish them all the best! Blissful marriage forever! (:

Currently watching the Drama.. Damn nice can! Chou Bu La Ji Xiang Gu Tou! And of cos still got Bao Zhu Jie! hahas! The romantic scenes, the funny scenes and the sad scenes. Can make people laugh like mad and cry like shit.. Love the drama loads! =D And those innocent love they have during skooling days.. and the love they hold on to even after so many years. Bud all these onli happened in drama, not reality.. Sighs..

I don believe in everlasting love. Cos there's aint fairytale..

2010-01-06T17:11:00.000-08:00

Firstly Happy 21st Birthdae to my dearest Ah Li..! Althou we celebrated, but we are meeting up tonight to celebrate agains. So happy! =D Must stay happy happy alwaes! My house Kai Xin Guo! (: lOvE y0U! wHeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Mood is bad nowadaes! Mayb due to PMS! Gosh!

I cried because you hurt me.
I cried because why you didnt think of the consequences when you do things.
I cried because you make me like a fool, worried for you when you are not least of worrying about it.

Feel like going out for a walk or a drink! Feel so sians..!

A little more will do.. Really! Can you do it just for me?

2010-01-03T19:35:00.000-08:00

Happy new year to ALL! And today, its the starting of the year! Its so tiring can! :( How i wish i am on bed now.. Sleep all the way till late afternoon then wake up! AND i'm sure that my bed misses me loads too! HAHA!

Okies! Had a Fun new year eve at meritus mandarin hotel! Mixed drinks, games, fireworks! =D Now then i noe its so fun to have hotel party! can go real crazy manns! HAHA! everyone is like damn high laa! Beer+Red Wine+Martel = SHIOK! =D and baby n me went home ard 5+am.. HaHas!

Fri Supposed to meet ah li, ah hui @ 2.30pm! Bud we cannot wake up! o0ps! Bud we managed to meet up for dinner? hehes.. Went to Tian Fu Steamboat for our dinner! Had the mala hotpot and chicken soup base. Not bad eh! The chilli is thumbs up! =) Althou i don feel anithing, bud they say its hot! Mayb i'm having flu that time. hehes.. Nvm.. Will go back there for dinner agains! Bud eating there have to wait, cos they short of manpower!

Sat went for Ah li's 21st Birthday celebration at Changi SAF there! Althou its just a function room. Bud the place is quite good! Feel veri comfortable at there! How I wish I can have a house like this! =p Hehes..

Sun.. finally rest dae! =D sleep sleep n sleep! HAHA! Bud no enuff! :(

2009

- Dilemma of relationships. Scare to face the fact!
- Let go of something which i hold on to and hesitate for a long time.
- Start partying!
- Start a new R/S.
- Went to Genting with the whole family ( like finally?)
- Family finally accepts him!
- Quarrels and dispute between the family. (Hate dis..)
- First Birthday Celebration for him.
- Knew a ger who i can confide in. ( You shld noe who you are! love u! )
- First X'mas with him.
- First New year Eve celebration with him and frens at hotel.

hope it will be a better year for all of us! =) Cheers and Huat ahs!
SSF! I HEARTS YOU ALL DEEP DEEP! =)
BABY! Let's jiayou together! We can do it! =)

2009-12-25T19:31:00.000-08:00

Slept for the whole X'mas due to I ate the med which is damn strong make me concuss in a few mins and awake aft 20 hours of sleep! Gosh! Long time din haf the feel alrd.. Seems abit scary.. ): And now i'm at work, still having the sleepy feel!

Thanks my colleagues for giving x'mas pressies to me! =D POOH POOH is loved!

Think gonna stop drinking for awhile alreadi!! Been drinking n drinking n drinking!! Sighs.. FAT LA!! Sians laaa!! DIET PLAN STARTS agains!! CNY coming in less den 2 months can?! NO TIME!! Please don STOP me!! Thanks!! (:

Lastly! i want 100% n0t 80% only!!

2009-12-16T19:22:00.001-08:00

What a day to start with? It rains so heavy in the morning, making me even more sick. Gosh.. Having flu n cough.. DAMN! Wake up in the morning, realli don haf the feel to go work. Thinking of staying at home n rest.. But baby ask me to go.. Soo i went.. Which i shld haf not! Sians..

That guy say good morning to me so loud, seems like hinting me something! SO WHAT?! Go ahead and complain baa.. Don gif it a damn laa..

Being veri veri tired nowadaes.. Gosh.. Damn loads of things to do.. Who can get back my energy!! aRgHhhh..!!

NEEDA DRINK! Seems like ages since i last drink! But i recall it just like last week? Gosh...! Alcoholic Lest? HAHA!! Need some preparation for CNY! High high high!~ (:

2009-12-15T00:57:00.000-08:00

Last night got a damn damn bad nightmare! Goshhs!! I found myself crying over it when i'm awake! Sighs..! Hope this wont happen in real life! ): *Prays hard.. !*

I tried to talk to her.. Bud its futile.. So i conclude, everything's over! I'm not hoping anymore changes from this matter. Kinda feeling hopeless to it. Maybe lets keep it this way.

Christmas coming!! Prezzie all not yet buy. Taiwan tickets not yet booked! Skool applications oso not completed! What am i doing?! Time to wake myself up! No more holiday mood manns. Althou this is holidae season! NO NO NO! Sighs..

Feeling tired, even thou i'm on n off work cos need to clear my balance leave. Bud its kinda not enough for me! *yAwNz!* Am i asking for too much?!

Time to prepare for night shift todae! Hope everything goes well!

2009-12-10T08:15:00.000-08:00

I felt so damn sad.. Realli sad.. The sour sour feel, dunno how to describe.

And i know.. There's nothing much i can do. I know you are trying very hard to solve everything. Bud.. i doubt you can.

多想化成隐形的人
掩饰我伤痕
给你我的体温
好帮你驱走寒冷
当不欠也能感受心疼
多想化成隐形的人
隐藏我的泪在翻滚...

2009-12-05T11:11:00.001-08:00

Firstly, Happy Birthdae to my AIAI and my Beloved fren! Hope they enjoy their day! (:

I've SOLD my 2 Gucci bags.. Now thinking whether to buy a LV neverfull or Gucci Jolie bag! I like both of them alot! Which one should i buy?! grrrr.. ): *Fan nao!!*

Last week watched 10 promises to my dog, cried like mad.. Used 2 packets of tissues! Damn.. make me misses ah cash alot alot..!! And those 10 promises. I onli fulfil some of it, making me feel so guilty. If time can turn back to those days.. I'll definitely fulfil them all.. But its too late.. Sighs..! )':

Recently like to stone. Dunnos whats happening to me. Sometimes, just feel like shutting up my mouth and do nothing, just plainly stoned. So if see me stoning, just leave me alone. I'll be fine.

- I hate to quarrel/argue with you.
- I hate to be angry with you.
- I hate to think of those negative things
- I hate to think or talk about those stupid things.

I hope to stay strong.
Somehow, I felt we are happier in those daes.

2009-11-09T16:51:00.000-08:00

I'm back to work.. Resting for 4 daes and taking care of my baby cos he went for wisdom tooth extraction. Hmmms.. These 4 daes seems so short..! Not enuff rest yet.. ): He shiok lo.. Still can rest until next week den start work.. *blEaHs..!* Bud! He's still in pain now.. And the stubborn HIM doesnt like to eat med.. I have to FORCE him..! See.. How tiring am i.. HAHA!!

Planning for my next off daes! Need to wait for another 2 weeks b4 i go on leave agains..! Aww.. Can it come faster..?! Somehow i'm in the holidae mood now.. Don feel like working.. Just wanna rest rest rest! Mayb every yr in dec, i oso will haf dis feel? hahas! Bud dis yr, i cannot go on long long long vacation leave.. ): Bud nvm.. I every week on leave few dae.. (:

Oh gosh.. Been saying dis for the past few months..! Bud gonna sae it again! When is my OVERSEA holidae?! Oh manns... ):

Some random tots : I wish to find back the feel dat make me determind!

2009-10-28T23:09:00.000-07:00

Not feeling well daes for us.. Mie and me eye infection, His wisdom tooth hurting him. Sighs.. Wad's happening to us?! Got so suay ma!! ): Got 2 daes mc.. Now resting at home.. Hope it will be ok soon!

2 more daes is our half yr anni!! Bud dunno wad we can do.. Cos he having toothache, sure no mood to do anithing. Think mostly will be resting at home baa.. Cos mondae he going for operation and remove the wisdom tooth.. (: We still can celebrate our 1 yr anni!! and and.. lots more annis....! HAHA!!!

Currently planning for our taiwan trip which is next yr mAr!! Hope everything goes smooth ya! Eat shop eat shop!! bE sh0pping quEen!! hehes.. YEAHS!

2009-10-20T23:30:00.000-07:00

Insomnia for 2 daes..! Currently in office, after eating lunch + raining dae + never slp for 2 daes = sleepy, exhausted! My energy have totally drained! I'm so damn tired now.. Bud still got 3 n half hrs to go b4 i can go home and try sleeping agains.. ):

Heard of wad happen dat nite.. Its kinda hurt my heart. Don wish to elaborate more on dis topic.. Sometimes I'm thinking.. What will the situation be, if I never appear in ur life.. Will it be better?

Off on fridae! WhEeeee!! time to start my drinking session agains! (:

2009-10-18T23:54:00.000-07:00

I think I will never become like them.. Definitely not in dis life.. Sighs.. Whenever i see them.. Its like.. WHY?! It's not my choice of becoming liddat.. Bud it's fate.. Wad can i do?! It's been a long long long time.. Bud the problem still in my mind, I think it will be there for the rest of my life..! I cannot accept!! Can anione convince me?! I doubt.. Cos I too Stubb0rn? Yes.. I am..! Sighs..

Ok.. Been going out for the past few daes.. Todae finally off.. And i can slp till late late wake up! (: Feel so refresh! =D Going to start lesson soon.. Will i able to adapt to it? So scared.. Have not been studying for the past 5 yrs.. Now gonna start all over agains.. STRESSED! Bud I'll try my best to do it! (:

We been arguing for the past few daes.. over the same topic again and again.. Till the both of us is tired of it.. Sighs.. He got his points and i got my curiosity. I noe he wanted to gif in to me.. Bud.. even he did.. He's not happy abt it.. And dis might cause a barrier between me and him.. Sighs..

I love him alot.. Bud i dunno how to show to him and he don seems to noe.. Sighs..

2009-10-11T00:46:00.000-07:00

Wow.. Now timing is 4pm.. and i wake up jus not long ago! HaHas!!

Yest never go to Gavin's frens house, I went to Jen's hse instead.. (: Reach her hse ard 11+.. We drink and chat till 3am+ den i go home.. Hehes.. At first she sae go her house drink vodka bud she don wan drink onli sponsor the liquor.. Den i sians, bud we haven meet up for v long time liaos.. so i decided to go her hse.. Heex..

Reach her hse.. her mum was sitting outside watching tv and eating potato chips.. den she sae how i slim down? i look slimmer den the time she last saw me.. den i was like.. Huh? Got mehs? i still so fat eh! LOL! Bud still happy laa.. HaHas!! Den jen start her bartender job.. She start mixing ribenna vodka for me.. And her mum steady.. Ask her mix one for her too! HAHA..

Thats our starting of the drinking session! After dat one glass of vodka, she told me dat she got martell.. ltr we drink nic ok.. Den i onz her.. cos i love martell! After dat she sae why not we drink wine..! Bud my liking to wine = zero.. haha! cos i don like the taste and scare i will haf rashes. Bud she sae if drink wine, she will acc me drink! Sooo... I agreed! HAHA!! And we finish the whole bottle of Wine! And now.. I haf a change of mindset towards wine.. HAHA!! Actually its quite nice.. And the after effect.. Shiok!! Heez.. =D Aniwae... Thanks dar for the nite.. (: Hope you realli can get ur happiness soon!! Don so depressed!! I alwaes there for you k.. (:

2009-10-09T23:29:00.000-07:00

Yeahs.. todae is my ah ma's b'dae! Going for dinner in the evening! (: Nowadaes, home got alot of problems, alot of thunderstorms! Hmmms.. Hope everything will be ok soon!!
After dinner going to Baby's frenz BBQ.. Also another Birthdae celebration! A fun SAT yaa! LOL!

Yest, went to register my skool thing alrd.. Finally settle with it! Yes! Now have to work hard!! Get all the Certs!! Hope so?! (: At least i'm moving forward yaa!! (: Happi Happi!! Heez.. And of cos, I'll haf to sacrific the time spend wif BaBy.. And yaa.. I know he will understand.. =DD

I got alot of leave and off to clear.. Bud dunno when i gonna clear dem.. HaHas.. like not much time for me to clear ehs! ): Feel like going overseas for a short trip!! Bud when can i go lehs?! Hmmms.. Feel like going BKK! 4d3n should be enough! Go there shop n eat n MASSAGE! Yeahs.. (: Bud like no ppls wanna go.. ):

Ok.... And.. Office got one new lame lame lame ger name MAG! She likes to talk alot of lame things to me or should i sae to EVERYONE? HAHAs.. Bud she's a nice geR laa.. And i'm her Teacher AKA Beloved Fren..! Right mag?! If u sEen dis..! HAHA!! We jus know each other like a mth? And we talk alot of stuffs to each other alrd! Heez! And.... She's from my former sec skool! SAC! So coincidence!! (: Aniwaes, happi to know her laa.. (: Bud.. Don smoke too much and scold bad words..! NOO! HAHA!!

Love Hush Hush Lyrics.. So nice..!! (:

2009-08-25T17:54:00.000-07:00

So0o0o Tiring..!! Today is Wednesdae le..! Hope time can pass faster, bud not on weekends! =) Currently, having flu and cough.. Sighs..! K.N.S! xUeDe!! =( Hope it will recover soon!!

Hmmms.. Dunno is my character too straight forward or wad.. Sometimes talk to him, bu xiao xin will make him feel headache ya.. See le.. Feel v sad.. S0bs..! Didnt mean to make you feel dat wae ya.. I know i dunno how to take good care of myself.. =( Bud no worries ya..! I still can de.. Hees.. And abt the holidae trip.. I jus thinking and planning to go.. Not saying must go.. So don care wad i sae ya.. Don need to be so stressful abt it.. =(

Upcoming events, Chalet and Zoo!! WoW! Will it be successful?! 50/50.. Cos no ppls tok abt it animore lehs..? Oh noo!! I wan BBQ Honey Hotdogs lehs.. HAHA! Faster confirm and make arrangements okies.. =)

*BaBy la090n9! <33!*

2009-08-20T02:36:00.001-07:00

O0ps.. Wiping abit of dust..! Forget to wish my blog happy 1 yr birthdae..! HAHA!! Todae is the first dae of 7th month..! Hmmms.. Alot of things cannot do and sae..! HAHA.. Cos i PAN DAN! Heez.. Its good to be careful den to be sorries right?! =) Lets hope nothing funni or weird stuffs will happen on us.. Shun Shun li li de.. =)

Jus recover from my sick.. =( Keep falling sick..!! I noe buddy will sae its usual for me.. l0ls.. Hope i don fall sick so often n easily!! =) Jiayou!! =p

2009-07-23T22:52:00.000-07:00

Sighs.. My job sucks to the core!! Seriously feel like throwing letter alreadi..! =( Bud i know sure kena scolding from my parents.. Bud they wont understand how i feel ya..? Haix.. Depressed!!

This year seems like theres nothing smooth for me.. Hope it can faster end! *ROAR!!*
-DePresSi0n!-

Baby Lao90n9.. You make me feel so blissed! =)

2009-07-22T17:55:00.000-07:00

Having lower backaches..! Feeling so pain when i sit or bend down.. And it have been for few daes le.. Sighs.. First time having dis problem kinda make me feel worried and sianx.. Cos i did nothing and yet having pains around my lower back.. Sighs..!! Faster recover!! =( Hope i just think too much about it.. =(

Been toking about the topic with him recently.. HmMmms.. Dunnos why after knowing the thing kinda make me feel weird and I will like keep thinking about it.. Mayb this brain of mine loves to think too much baa? HAHA! Okiex.. Will stop it.. =)

Will be resting at home for this coming weekend to replenish my energy and heal my aches.. =) Hope it will be alright soon!!

2009-07-20T20:35:00.000-07:00

Went to check out the school thingys yest.. Kinda sians after checking cos of the timing don suit my schedule and the place is damn far.. Its located at Tiong Bahru! I need to travel so far awae from either my workplace or home.. Haix.. If i were to travel from my workplace to there.. I'll definitely be late for lesson.. Sighs.. Wad shld i do?

Recently, Health kinda weak.. Pain over my body and feeling damn tired even after a rest.. Sighs.. Dunnos wads going on.. Wanna go for holidae.. Can i ? Pengx.. Don tin so.... Too much burdens.. *>.<*

Tired.. Exhausted.. Need A Break.. =(

2009-07-14T17:52:00.000-07:00

This entry will be for someone.. And it will be the last entry for the person.. When on the wae to office, my mp3 shuffle to dis song, out of sudden i think of some stuffs.. Listening to dis song, all the memories kinda appear in my mind.. All the matters dat happen during the few years.. From Sweet, Sour to Bitter.. No one expected in dis wae.. Even me.. Althou i'm the one who gif up, bud i did struggle for a long time before i really decide on the decision.. No one can understand how i felt dat time.. From the first cry b'coz you going overseas for training to the lonely cries when you neglected me till the last cry when i decided to leave you.. You will never know how much i supported you at the back.. Everyone starting to suspect you have another affair outside.. Bud i still stand in to explain all dat.. Althou i don even know what you doing outside.. Pay extra monies for you.. So dat you can drive the car to camp.. All these.. Cried in the toilet when i heard dat you got into trouble.. Do u know about it? HAHA! So silly of me.. Honestly, sometimes went back to the place which we at before.. Still kinda will tin of the past.. And i'm saying it all out here doesnt haf any meaning.. Jus wanna write everything out dat is in my mind now.. And End it.. A Big Fullstop to it.. To everything dat got to do with you..

I said before.. Once a couple broke up.. Its difficult to become frenx animore.. And i somehow experience it.. I think you feel it dat way too.. I know wad i say some people may think its so childish.. Bud its true.. Aniway, everything is in the past now.. Have started to have a new life.. Lets work hard and be happy.. Let bygones be bygones.. If in future, there's a chance to become frens.. Lets start fresh new.. If not, jus wanna wish you all the best in future.. Treasure your life and enjoy it.. Feel troubled or wad, find someone to confide, don keep it all to yourself..
Okiex.. Shall stop saying animore.. Dunnos whether you will see this entry of mine.. HaHax.. Jus wanna say everything out once and for all.. =)

This is the song dat bring back my memories..

比想象中更痛你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着找回光和热面对你的时候
我不会舍不得因为你已是过客
因为路有些曲折是美的

心碎成了沙漠就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着找回光和热
面对你的时候我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客因为路有些曲折是美的

我眼泪都笑了谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾因为我已爱过你深深的...

Yupps.. Dats all.. =)
Thank you And Sorriex..

2009-07-11T19:20:00.000-07:00

Oh Gosh!! My phone is spoilt!! Haix.. After it suicide, a few hours later.. Its DEAD!! OH MY!! Sighs.. Den now i don haf phone to use..! I don haf ani spare phone.. Sad..!

Working todae.. Now in office without phone.. Sobx.. Later lunch time gonna go take my phone to repair.. And after work gonna go find new phone to buy..! =( *Thinkin shld i change my fone?* Sighx..!

2009-07-10T13:08:00.000-07:00

The time is 4am now.. Jus bath out not long ago.. Went to watch movie wif baby jus now and went to labrador park to relax.. =) Kinda cold ya? Make me sneezing now.. LOL!!

Went to E-hub to haf Nihon Mura Sushi as our dinner.. FULL!! And we watched transformer..! He keep asking me to watch.. So I accompanied him to watch it.. Heez.. First time watch dis type of movie.. at first kinda bored, nearly fall aslp.. Bud the movie sEems to get better in the middle.. Overall. Not bad ya!! =) Bud baby!! NO HORROR movies!! How u ask me go.. i oso wont go!! LOL!!

After dat, went to Labrador Park to relax.. Quite a nice place to relax.. Looking at the sea.. Enjoyin the cold wind.. Awww..! Make me wanna go redang!! =D Bud somehow its kinda cold..? Mayb going to rain or wad baa.. Bud i still prefer our 3 relaxing hangout! =)

I startin to think abt some unhappi stuffs..! Oh gosh!

2009-07-06T00:19:00.000-07:00

Currently in office.. All people went up for meeting.. SoOo.. Its time for me to relax and enjoy.. LOL! Kinda bored, so came in to update bloggy! Been quite busi recently.. Work, Chill, Relax, Sleep.. =) Everydae theres new happening going on.. Kinda Fun ya? No more boring life like last time.. Everydae wake up, dunnos what to do, waiting for people.. Sleep.. Okiex.. Whateva it is.. Dats all the past! =)

Haf been going ard to those places i've never been before.. New experiences and new feeLs.. =) Bud Sentosa aNd oLd plaCe are still my fAv.. HeHex.. Went sentosa last sat, Wanted to go to Cafe Del Mar.. Bud it closes kinda early.. 2am? So we decided not to go in.. Cos its onli an hour before it closed. Went to the beach and chat.. talk about funni stuffs and not-so-good stuffs.. Hmmms.. I noe wad you mean.. You don allow me cos you scare dat bad stuffs will happen on me, and you will regret for life.. Haix.. I jus kinda stubborn dat keep asking you, trying to persuade you to lemme go.. Making you headache and eM0.. Sighx.. Sorriex! I jus wanna gain some experience, nothing more.. And its realli not dat thing dat you say me.. Kinda sad when i heard it.. Aniwae, its over.. =)

Sun.. Went to E-hUb.. Wanted to haf sushi, bud the seoul garden somehow attracts us. So we went in to haf our dinner.. aWww!! Its a wrong choice! They haf the new system of ordering the food online and it serves to us.. Althou is good, it kinda spoil our mood of eating.. Cos it's like no idea of what to eat.. And most impt is they don serve my fav coffee chicken! =( The food there is limited! Not much varieties to choose from! And the smell when u come out of the place is AWFUL! Damn smells! Alot different from the seoul garden den we went before..! We don noe why too! LOL!! Go home dat time, its like I kena sae by my sista.. He kena sae by his bro! LOL! Cos the smell is realli power! HAHA!! Wont go there agains!!

Another new week haf started.. Weekends alwaes passes so fast.. And weekdaes time is like crawling.. =( Don noe when i can realli gif myself a long holidae and relax like last yr.. 3 weeks off.. SHIOK! =D Shld do some plannings liaox.. =p I wanna go ZOO! --> I've been saying dis for long long long time!! When can i go ? SSF aHx!?!

[[* StReSsEd!! * * S0bx..! *]] Sighx..! =(

2009-06-16T04:33:00.000-07:00

Hmmms.. Been a long time since i update my blog le.. HaHax!

Nothing much happen recently.. I'm back to my happy self.. Heex.. Hope dis can last long long long! =D

He's back to reservist.. For one week.. Aww..! Time sEems to move slowly.. So sianx.. Alot of ppls sae i become Emo and shag w/o him. HAHA!! Will I? Hmmms. Abit baa? Kinda n0t used to it.. o0px! =x Missing him so so much.. =( Moreover, he's unable to book out in the night, haf to stay in de.. aWwww! Nvm.. Dis one week is a minor test to us baa.. We haf been msging each other since the dae he book in.. Bud somehow make us misses each other more! Hahax! After the test, we can enjoy ourselves le.. Going to genting.. Wheeeeeeeee!! Our first trip..~ And more to come ya baby? Hehex..

Hmmms.. There's smth i not feeling gd abt it.. I think he noes it too.. Sighx.. Aniwae, hope he can clear his things asap baa.. Whenever i think of it, i will become emo.. Haix..!! I don like the feeling of having such a burden on us.. Its kinda restrict us on certain matters.. Sighx.. Suan le.. Its not his fault too..! Lemme think of a wae too baa.. Let us jiayou tog!! Clear dis obstacle..!! And we can proceed to our one and only Vampire's Land..! =) wHeEeeEee~~~~!!

Genting in few daes time!! =D Let us enjoy tog!! Casino.. WIN $8888!! Heez! Too bad lili and lo0ns unable to join us.. Nvm.. we plan for next trip? Other places okiex? =) SSF r0cks!!

Baby la090n9...! Love ya l0ads.. Miss ya l0ads too... =(

2009-05-11T06:51:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh..! I'm sick agains.. Fever, Flu.. Sianx.. Long time nv kena le, dunnos y so sudden kena agains.. Heng not Swine Flu... =) Still not feeling well.. Sighs.. (Buddy! Don Luff! I noe u used to it le! LOL!)

Thanks him for buying med for me in the middle of the nite.. And buying me porridge the next day.. Heex =) Ma fan ni le.. Hai you so tired.. *Touched!*

Someh0w there's smth wrong with my mind.. Trying to stop thinking of certain things. Hope i can realli STOP! Dunnos why it somehow affect me.. And my thinking affect him.. Paisehx.. Making u feel heart men men oso.. Will try hard to STOP okiex..

Okiex.. update other dae.. Headache le.. Hope it will a happi entry the next one! CheeRz! =)
I LOVE SSF Loads..... Miss Dem s0o0o0o Muchie.. MUACKS!

2009-05-03T19:56:00.000-07:00

Haix.. One prob haven solved.. 2 m0re prob comes.. Sighs.. Super loads of probs recently.. Piangs ehx.. h0w t0 handle?

Ah gong v sick.. Keep see doc, go hospital.. Also don seems ani better.. See him liddat.. Feel v sad.. Don wanna lose him.. Haix.. Hope he can get well soon and we go genting tog.. Dats wad he alwaes wan.. Gonna complete dis wish wif him.. *Prays!* Don let anithing happen to him please..

Someh0w.. knew something.. Haix.. History repeats itself? Once againx, being a sandwich.. Heart don feel good.. Dunno wad to do too.. At first, tryin to make things good.. Closer r/s.. Bud never did i expected.. It turn out to be bad.. Haix.. Last time is there.. Now is here.. Whatever i do.. jus don seems to be right.. For dat incident.. I ren so long.. Tot dis one will be fine.. nv tot dat dis one oso gt prob.. Kaox.. What you all wan me to do? Feel so xin ku.. Hate the feelings.. Hate to be sandwich!!!!!!!!!!!

Problems for me is never ending! When can i be as happi as last time? I don like ppl came telling me.. "Ehs.. wad happen to you ahx.. U seems so moody and inactive recently.." Bud wad can i ans dem? Sighs.. Xim Si Xia Lang Zai? Haix..

As for her, I hope dat she can accept.. Realli need her support the most.. You are the closest to me.. Wad you say n think realli affect me alot.. Hais.. Kinda sad.. Please support me dis time..! Please......

[[* 501 *]] ---> LOVES!

2009-04-28T18:20:00.000-07:00

Acting Happy Is Tiring..

Mani things happened.. Dunnos how to sae too.. Jus hope dis will be settled soon..
I need a pillar to support me.. Going to Fall soon.. Haix.. HELP!

Sighs......... Oh Gosh! My life Sucks..! I tin dis suits me most at dis time..

2009-04-19T21:34:00.000-07:00

After 2 weeks.. Lappy nt back! Oh mannx! Life is bored without it.. LOL! Hope it will be back within dis week~ My songs.. My fotos.. Loads of thingys inside..! Kaox!

Dis 2 weeks keep spending monies.. HAHA! Bud ok lahx.. spend on things i think is worth it! Yeahs.. Bud need control liaox.. hAhA! If nt, jia cao liaox.. Heex.. =p And And!! I saw AARON KWOK!! @ Bugis there.. Omg!! Damn shuai can!! HAHA!! "Da Jia Hao.. Wo Shi Guo Fu Cheng!" LOL!! SHUAI!! Feel like going to his concert~ Oh my!! Bud nO! sAve m0neY for overseas tRips.. =) tAiwAn tRip.. =)

And sorriex to him.. Keep let him sEe i T.S.M.. oH mY.. Didnt wanna add more problems.. Bud.. my mind seems like keep thinking about it.. dEn it will make me feel kinda troubled too.. Mayb. I'm too selfish baa. Sighs.. Sorriex ya! Don ask me abt dis k.. Thanks... =)

Sianx.. No lappy.. No Feel.. Sighs..

2009-04-06T04:50:00.000-07:00

Damn! Same problems appearing again and again.. When can it stop? If dis carry on.. I tin i realli cannot take it liaox. Now already half dead. Pengs! Why cant jus lemme do the thing i wan..? And jus gif me ur support? Things will be better in dis wae? No cold wars.. No quarrels.. No problems? Haix..

I realli regret telling u all dat.. i shld haf jus keep my mouth shut! Seriously, saying it out seems like making the matter worse.. Haa. I tin i shld jus stay in my old self.. Ani problems jus tok to the stars.. I tin dat is a better wae for me.. Cos tok le so wad? Still don understand and assume things.. Haix.. Suan le.. More say more pek cek.. Dunno how long i still can hold on.. How i wish to turn into a star.. =)

And to her.. My one and only sista.. Thanks for everything.. I noe, dis things happen.. its oso been hard to you.. Need to help me tok and think of waes to settle. Realli thanks.. Appreciated from the bottom of my heart. Althou sometimes, ur wae of toking hurts me.. Bud its okiex lahx.. You r the one who supports me all the wae.. Althou u think mayb the choice i made is wrong, bud u still gif me the courage to carry on.. Thanks ya.. Love ya!! =) Hope u will find a guy who will dote on u and take good care of u.. =) Xie Xie ni..

Lappy is spoilt! Oh shit!! Cant online in my room. Sianx lahx. When it can be repair? Oh gosh! Waiting~ =(

Hope my grandparents's health will get better.. Both are sick now.. Sighs.. Get well soon pls.. =)

I'm not a princess, this aint a fairy tale...

[[* LH PH! *]]

2009-03-30T04:49:00.000-07:00

Damn! Dunnos issit i too stress or wad. My gastric is acting up. Pengs. Dis time dunno need long how to recover! Sianx lahx. Haix..

Early morning he came looking for me and tell me about the warning. HAHA! Working there for 3 yrs plus le.. First time i stay so calm.. Jus listen to wad he wanna say and i went back to office. Haa. I think realli cheng xim le baa. Ji tao sianx. Soon i'll be leaving le.. I'll miss the CSC frenx.. Times we laugh together, crap together, eat together, toilet meeting wif the gers. Will be Deeply MISSED! Sighs.. Must meet up soon!! =)

Third floor same place will be missed too! 3 - 6 mths.. Jiayou!! =) Hope our plans works! =p And... Thursdae jiayou oo! =) Will be waiting for your good news. Heex.

CSC Frenx. =)

2009-03-29T12:31:00.000-07:00

Another dae of crying.. Pengs.. Dis yr is realli a bad yr for me.. For the past few weeks, i've been crying non-stop. Haix. When can i stop crying?

Alone standing at my kitchen window, trying to look for stars.. Bud it seems like they are not there. Haix.. Where Are You all? When i need you, you are not there.. Sighs.. ='( *Who Will Be There For Me Alwaes?*

My mum noes me well.. Whenever i feel down or wad, i will stand there and look @ the sky quietly. Trying to look for the brightest star and start toking to it in my heart. HAHA! So stupid right? HAHA! At last, she ask me to haf a gd talk wif her and dad. We talk about alot of things. Work stuffs, R/s and family matters. Haix.. I noe wad they meant. I noe I'm a ger who relys on ppls alot, and I need a person who realli can take good care of me. I realli understand. They wan me to do things without regrets. Cos the path of life is i choose de. Bud life is full of obstacles, who can confirm wad will happen in the future? Sighs.. I realli dunno wad to do next. My whole mind is blank. I think i realli need a good rest...... Mayb jus get out of the country and cut off all contacts wif everyone for a month? Haix..

*Sorriex PH...*

2009-03-27T23:27:00.000-07:00

Fcuk Up Life! I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

Been feeling damn sianx. Alot of things is happening. I feeling damn xin ku. Pengs.

Can u stop doing stuns? I v tired le. Zhen de hao lei......

And there's a stupid nothing to do de person. Caused so much troubles for me and my family. Oh Fcuk! Cant she jus kindly shut her bloody mouth up? Dunno anithing DON ASSUME. And got the cheek to tell everyone the wrong info? Whenever i tin of it, it makes my blood BOILS! I don care who are you, cos you don deserve my respect! Arghhh.. Sucks lahx!! Shitty!! Get out of my sight pls!! Auntie realli got nothing to do.. Piangs ehx.

Thinking in progress... What shld i do? I'm scared.. Realli don mind ma? I'm lack of courage.. Sighs.. =(

2009-03-21T07:43:00.000-07:00

Wow.. A bad day!! Wake up in the morning.. Feeling so terrible.. Stomach pain, Feel like vomiting. Piangs ehx. Bud still haf to go to work.. Damn!

First thing to work ---> Toilet. Pengs. Damn sad lahx.. Had early lunch, and... make me feel more er xin.. try to vomit, bud failed. Sians diaox. Work all the wae after dat. Damn tired..

Go home.. Talk to my mum.. Haix.. Hope she can understand what i toking about.. If i don go out and plae now.. When can i plae? After i married? Haix.. I don wanna say so much, cos don wanna let u all worried. Haix.. Suan le.. Don wanna say so much oso.. Cos i noe if i say somemore.. will end up quarreling.. Cos i haf a v bad temper! Bud I'm old enuff to think. Lemme do wad i wan. Gif me some freedom.. Haix.. Afterall.. I still love you all the most.. =)

[[* Baby Vampire.. Vampire Baby.. *]] =)

2009-03-12T06:15:00.000-07:00

Whats happening to me? What am i doing? What am i thinking? Pengs. Something is realli wrong with my mind! Someone please wake me up! My life is in a mess now. Everything i do jus seems not right! Last time keep say ppls dis dis dis. Bud now? KARMA! It all happens to me. And i think some other ppls will be saying me too. =(

After work, nothing to do. Slack at home. Wanna haf a nap, bud didnt cos scare at nite wont be able to sleep. Pengs. Sitting in front of lappy, suddenly think of those matters agains. And it make my mood went down down and down. Damn sians ahhx! Arghhhhhhhhh.. I think i need to go for a holidae soon..... before i turn mad! HAHA!

*I miss that day badly.. How i wish time can stop at there forever...*

Oh my... What a emo entry. HAHA! Hope everything will be fine! Need to do some thinking liaox. =) [[* LH PH *]]

2009-03-10T20:36:00.000-07:00

First of ALL! HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO MY DEAREST SISTA!! AH MIE!! =) (11 Mar 09)

Now is 11.30am.. Wake up so early cos of some noise. Piangs. Going to scold ppls, bud nvm. i REN. =)
Going out ltr to celebrate ah mie b'dae. Yeahs. Going orchard to see something.. Den head to haf our breakfast cum lunch cum dinner! --> Sakae Buffet! HAHA!! And.... There we go.. Sing ! Going loyang party world, dunnos good ma lehx. Heex. Go try it out ya? =D

Will update when come back home. Heex. Preparing to go out le. Hehex. =)

Happy birthdae............................................................ Hope u enjoy ur dae. =P

2009-03-09T04:59:00.000-07:00

Yest went out wif mie, li, hui to tampines mall to movie n shop. LOL.. Went to eat seoul garden to eat. Hmmms. I love the coffee chicken there. YUMMY.. Bud the oil is killing us. Lili damn sad. kena the oil till hand gt "pao pao" Awww. Pain!! Hmmms. Bud the service there is good ya. Knowing that her hand liddat, they bring some cream for her to apply. GOOD! =) Went for our movie after that, n0t so nice ehx. HAHA! =x Bud Vanness body is HOT! Hehex.

Hmmms. Its a veri cold day todae. Rains for the whole afternoon.. COLD!

All my colleagues went for staff retreat todae.. Morning enjoy lo! HAHA! No ppls in office. Keep playing msn and facebook. Heex. No ppl say me yaa.. Kekex.. Early morning, when i open the jackpot room. Fone rings..... Ah mie call me faster go back office and see email. Wow.. Cool! After seeing the email. It jus brighten up my Blue Monday yaa! Heez. Veri happi ehhs. =D Yeahs.

After work went to bought "something" for surprise later. Heex. Hope she loves it ya! I LOVE YOU! Muacks. =)

2009-03-05T03:22:00.001-08:00

Work 8am todae, once reach there den the stupid "mgr" told me that the rats had been caught! Wow. And so i went in and see. Caught 2 rats in a row! Wahhhss. Somemore is big size de ok! See le. Hmmms. Seems ke lians, bud i feel safer working there. LOL! *Bad Bad*

Today Mood not very good. Dunnos whys oso. Sighs. And i gonna start my diet plan liaox. LOL! These few daes keep eat. No Good No good. Mus Control!! =)

In the afternoon, quite angry.. Cos the stupid "mgr" say me agains!! Sai lahx. Keep chasing me for work. Ask me this ask me that.. And he sae i cannot plae msn. WTF? In office cannot plae msn? It will be damn bored!! Bud i jus ignore him. Wad for care so much right! HAHA! He ask me to make sure all the invoices be done on time. HAHA! He so li hai, come do lo. Need to be at FO everytime how to do? Somemore he WONT help out. And so i told him to Change my job scope den. This is the third time i telling him this. Omg! This is driving me crazy! Everydae sure say me! Nv say like will die liddat...! Nvm. This motivates me to send my resume!! No more hestitating. =)

Rain Rain Rain..... Everydae rains.. How i go out liddat!! Aiyox.. =(

2009-03-02T06:31:00.000-08:00

Wow.. Sians.. Office got rat agains! After a few mths, it appear agains! Sighs. Never realli do ani work todae, cos keep looking ard. HAHA! Tml haf to rush my work liaox. S0bx. This morning do stun! When serving a member, the rat jus appear suddenly and i was like WHAT THE... Why so zun sias! Make me paiseh lo!! Cos the member saw me shouting and lifting my leg up! LOL! And her expression was like, wad the hell is going on. HAHA! And i still apolognise lo.. Wakaox. Scared like hell le still haf to sae sorriex. =(

Hope the rat will kena caught tml!! Please manns.. Althou abit cruel.. Bud, I'm at my extreme! I'll cry if it appears tml when i'm on duty. =(

Been raining for the past few daes, Weather so cold.... Bud gd to sleep. HAHA! Need more rest ya............. Good time to sleep song song.

*Perhaps its better for me. *Brain-Washing In Progress*

2009-02-28T13:10:00.000-08:00

Alot of things happened recently. Hmmms. Don wanna say too much too. HAHA! Onli can say its a big decision for me.

What the book wrote on me is quite accurate. Bud too bad, its all bad stuffs.... Sians. 或许吧或许我太天真了吧.. HAHA! This sentence suits me! I like to think of all those impossible things and make myself crazy. This is madness. But what to do? That's me..

Mie n Hui's B'dae coming liaox. Going to K agains. Heez. I love singing lahs. =D
Its damn fun! Bud will be damn broke... 2 times a week? Need to drink lots of honey water!LOLs. Wei Ni Er Huo! Here I'm going to tiao zhan ji xian agains..! =)

*Will sing a song for u all okiex. Choose a nice song* Winks.

- How i wish it is true....... Day that i wont forget....... =( Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi (Don ask me) -

Upload Pics of b'dae celebration on 21 feb 09. =D

Chalet @ Downtown. CSC Frens =)

Celebration For Qi, Vin And Me..

Thanks Them =)

2009-02-13T11:52:00.000-08:00

Recently veri tired, lazi to blog.. HaHas.. Enjoy My Birthdae Alot.. Thanks SSF and Vincent for the surprise. Thanks Bibis for the present, like it alot. Thanks Gavin for counting down my birthdae wif me. Thanks Wens and Kwee for the present. And all my frens who wished me.. And not forgeting my Aiai, who gave me the present early. LOLs. THANKS ALL! =)

10 Feb... Went to eat manhatten and watch movie @ The Cathy. Wow.. The movie is like 3 hrs plus lo. Damn tired ya.. Realli nearly fall asleep inside the cinema. LOLs. The movie make my back ache. LOLs. After the long movie, went to eat supper. Yummy.. Fried Prawn Noodles.. I like.. HaHas. So0o0o nice... Got chance, will go eat agains. HAHA!! =D~~~ Eat full le, went to "old place" to sit and relax. Hmmms. Love that place, makes me feel veri relaxing. And I enjoy the times ya. Thanks! =)

11 Feb... Celebration wif SSF. Went to Bugis to shop for awhile, den we head to E-Hub to haf our singing session and PK competition too. HAHA! Damn Fun lahs. And the room is veri big lo, think can sit over 10 plus ppls. LOL! Shiok lo! Sing n sing... =) And realli thanks for the surprises, nearly make me cry.. So Touching lahs. Now think of it, still hao gan ren.. Heez. Love u all alot alot. =) My SSF..... Wo Ai Ni Men!

And thanks bibis for rushing over to pass me the present. I love it. *Hugs* =)

2009-02-08T05:40:00.000-08:00

Wow. Working on my chinese b'dae.. Sians. Hmmms. Early morning, mum wish my happy birthdae le. I still blur blur. LOL! After awhile den i noe that is my chinese b'dae. HAHA!!

Shen Ri Kuai Le. Wo Dui Zi Ji Shuo.. =)

Veri excited in my coming B'dae celebration. My SSF seems veri anxious about my request. Heez. Happy!! =)

2009-02-06T07:47:00.000-08:00

Something is not right........................................... Sighs..............................................

2009-02-05T10:15:00.000-08:00

Another few daes den CNY is over! So fast. Haven collect enuff Ang pow lehs. HAHA!
Been visiting frens and colleagues hse. Wow.. Fun ya! Bud plae poker n0t much luck lehs. HaHas. Jade Rabbit no luck =X

And my B'dae coming real soon! HAHA.. Old le old le. Hmmms. SSF..... Ani surprises from u all? HAHA!! B'dae request : All mus sing a song for me! Yes lahss. LOL! Kbox manns. =)

Does my eyes shows that i got alot of problems inside my heart? Why they ask me issit got alot of problems. hahax. Tio Stun ! Hmmms. Haf been going home late recently. Tired... Still need to work on weekend. Damn sians. I need a new job!! S0bs s0bs.

2.30am liaox. ai koons liaos. Tml still need wake up early, work 8am.. Shag..

2009-01-24T00:03:00.000-08:00

Lately lazi to come in and blog. HAHA! Chinese New Year is coming . Yes lahs. Extra income lehs. LOLs! =D

Yest went K wif dem agains. FUN! Finally i sing wei ni er huo no po ying liaos. Damn Happi! LOL! And i decided to jie yue wif my partner Loons. Cos he cant sing the song wif me =X HAHA! All those Cny Songs that we sing yest is like mad. Ms Fatimah is also there to accompany and dance for us. GD! We all like! LOL!! Hmmms. Den after that, we went to Budget Terminal to eat supper. Hans.. LOLs! Tired like hell manns. Bud nvm, its FUN! =)

Something is changing. Afraid to face it. Hope its jus some misunderstanding. *Prays*

Lastly! Happy Chinese New Year To ALL! Earn as much as you can! LOLs! One Year once nia. Don be shy.. XD

2009-01-04T23:39:00.000-08:00

Awwww. I'm Sick agains!! Having damn high fever!! 39.7 degrees!! Shit sias. Nearly died! Hais. Dunno wad happen. Keep falling sick nowadaes. Damn suays lo!! Been sleeping since yest. Whole body no strength, no voice to tok and never eat anithing for the whole day! Cos no wei kou eat sias. Pengs. Sad..........

Last sat, went out wif SSF to celebrate our beloved lili's birthdae. She sae she like the present we gave her. Issit real? Put it on ur hp to prove it ya? Hehes. That day is fun fun ya!! Heez. Playing the whole day, bud luckily, i'm not the person who spend the most =x . Yes lahs! Cos realli broke le. HAHA. Taken quite alot of pic. Bud mie haven put inside the lappy. Will upload after she send to the lappy. Heez. =D I LOVE SSF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Sians. Feeling giddy agains. Going to slp agains. SOBS! =(

Thanks bibis for brewing the liang cha for me. =)

2008-12-31T00:40:00.000-08:00

Yest Went orchard wif mie n hui. Veri tiring manns. B'cos of finding the present, we three walk like mad. LOL! Walk 3 stores jus to buy that. Heez. Thanks ohhs. Finally i bought it, hopes he will like it bahs.

Were supposed to meet loons 730 @ teo heng. Bud we are late! HAHA. Lucky the person agreed to delay the timing for us. Yeahs! If not lugi 30 mins lehs. Hehes. Went in and sing for 4 n half hrs. Wahhh. Shiok manns! Bud i sing sing, my voice will po ying. So sad lo!! Think mus drink something to enhance my voice. LOL! Yeahs. Bud it still fun ya!! Enjoy every K sessions with dem =) Loves! Bud too bad lili unable to join us, cos she is sick. Sighs. Recover soon ya! We r missing you! =D

Sing sing and sing! =)

Yeahs. SSF! Miemie de photographer. =D

2008-12-29T13:26:00.000-08:00

Went out for dinner with AiAi. Haven seen her after her b'dae celebration. HAHAs. Finally we meet up! Went to ECP to haf our steamboat + bbq dinner. The tom yam soup tastes nice, bud the dishes there are limited bahs. Only a few choices, Bud still ok lahs. Cos is within our budget and we eat till VERI full! LOL! After that, she asked me whether i wanna go parkwae ma, den see till early somemore i wanna learn how to put fake eye lashes so haf to go buy. HAHA. At first i tot we goin to take bus to ther, bud at last she told me no, is walk there. Den i HUH? Bud actually quite near nia. Heez.

Went to parkwae, bought 2 pairs of eye lashes and a pair of slipper. Wahs. spend money agains! LOL! Broke le stil dunnos h0w to control, damn jialet lahs me. Tsk Tsk! After that, went to her hse to learn how to put on. Omg! Is difficult de lo. Try n try till pek chek sias, bud luckily i passed! I noe how to put le. Heez. Thanks her for teaching me how to put on. Den slack at her hse till 3 plus den fatty drive me home! Yeahs, had a fun time wif her ya. Heez. =D And thanks fatty for driving me home agains. HAHA!

Our Steamboat + BBQ!

Me & Aiai! =)

2008-12-28T05:40:00.000-08:00

Last week of holiday liaos. Soon going back to work! Damn sians lahs, go back that freaking company. Its like killing me! Bud bo bian, MoneY! Still n0t enuff rest lehs, HAHA! (Mad dog, i know when u see dis, u will scold me. Sai!) LOL!

Nothing special dis holiday. Jus relaxing myself and thinks about some matters. Somehow, its not settle yet. Pengs. What can i do? 2008 is not a gd year for me, and somehow i don expect 2009 to be better. Cos i read some horoscope book, its says that 2009 will be a bad yr for me. Health, Relationship, Money issues all bad for me. Hais. Hope its not true. *pray hard* Bud if suay suay is true, i still haf to face it. Wad to do lehs. Obstacles in life. Pengs. [[Ren Zai Jiang Hu, Shen Bu You Ji]] HAHA!

Aniwaes, Hope things will be better next year! PLEASE BLESS ME! =)
And BLESS my LOVED ones too. =D

Our christmas Celebration!

Our Drinks. =) Martell, My FAV! =D

Our Christmas Feast! Yummy!

Our Mini Logcakes. Provided by hui hui. Thanks =D

*Loves SSF!*

2008-12-25T03:35:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas! Thanks for the presents! =D

Yest had a celebration @ my hse. Ordered pizza to eat. Yummy. Long time no eat pizza le, cos need to diet. HAHA. William say christmas and new yr i can eat anithing i wan. After eating, feel abit sinful lehx. HAHA! Nvm, start now, DIET! =x After eating, supposed to wait for table to play mahjong, but too long le, so we play poker. Lose money! Sians. Lucky after that play mahjong got win abit lehs. Hmmms.

Wanna to drink more wif dem after mahjong. But my eyes hurts, so went to sleep. Eeeee! My eyes still swollen now. Sighs. Think someone pass the thing to me. Sobs. Pain ahhs!! Bud no one cares. T.T

2008-12-23T09:49:00.000-08:00

WAHs!!!!!!!!! I got the camera at last!! LOL! Happi Happi~ Yest jus saying that no hope for camera dis yr. Wahs. Den today got le. Hehes. All thanks to my AH BIBIS! Heez. He todae come and fetch me for dinner, den he pass me a present. I still tot is SK2 products lehs. Cos he told me "secret" in japanese. Den i tot, ohhs is Sk2 ahhs. I wanna open in the car, bud he say me den i wait till go home den open. Opened up den i WAH! camera ehhs. LOL! Happy! Bud i nv prepare anithing for him ehhs =x . How manns. Hmmms. Dunnos can wait ma lehx. Cos i OB OB! Jialet manns. *Sobs* *HELP!*

Aniwae, Thanks lots! Love it! *Hugs*

2008-12-22T12:04:00.000-08:00

Wow. Went shopping today. Aren't supposed to buy anything. Bud end up spending $130+! Oh my. Cos of all those shopping, there goes my camera! No need to pin hope to buy that dis dec animore! LOLs. Nvm, when i go oversea den i go buy! HAHAs.

Went to sakae to eat. FULL! eat till buay tahan. LOL! Take some fotos too. Bud ah mie haven upload to lappy den i cant upload here. Sians. After eating, went to haji lane. Wahs. Tot there got alot of stuffs to buy, end up bought nothing. That time i still thinks that today got so lucky anot, never spend to buy clothes. After this tot, went to suntec and spend 100+ !! pengs! Walaos, next time cannot haf dis tot. It's bad omen lai de. LOL! Beh yao kin! At least i bought mango jeans! Wahahas!

Heng today no long queue at taxistand. If nt, den mus walk pass our fav CITYLINK! LOL!
Walaos. Went home, bath le, den not tired le lo. Cant get to slp manns. Now 4+ am le. How how how! Shi mian manns. And looking at all the christmas presents. Wahhs. All haven wrap yet. Tml mus start wrapping liaos. Bud luckily all the presents settle le. If nt, HEADACHE! HAHA!

Thanks for yest bibis! =)

2008-12-19T11:09:00.000-08:00

Went to sing wif mie, hui & loons. Wahs. Had a fun time! Bud my throat like something wrong liddat, cant sing well dis time. HAHA. Bud ok laa, can hear wad i singing can le. Hehes. Sing quite number of fast song, sing till no voice le. HAHA. Sad that some of songs we want not in there. =(
Heys, u guys will feel itch when go home ma huh? I bath le still feel itch lehs. Ah mie oso lehs. LOLs.

Feeling quite cheng xim liaos. The day seems getting nearer and nearer to me. Am i well prepared? Hope so! Bless me PLEASE! I'm leave with no choice but to be the general. Please understand.

我讨厌我自己

Only when you've been shaken, you learn to be firm. It is only when you've lost something precious that you learn to treasure it

2008-12-15T01:01:00.000-08:00

Today is the starting of my 3 weeks holiday. One Word, Bored! But no need to go back to that stupid company is GOOD! HAHA! I can sleep till i song~ Goody.

But it's only when I sleep
See you in my dreams
You got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But I only hear you breathe
Somewhere in my sleep
Got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But its only when I sleep

2008-12-09T11:44:00.000-08:00

As time goes by, ppls tends to take everything for granted. But when you lose it, only den u will realise how good it is. I think when ppls get to realise these, its too late already. Everything has came to an end.

How important am i to you? Not as important as what you told me. Not as important as before. Cos what i get from you is all verbal, while what others get is physically.

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡

夢想中屬於我們的婚禮

卻成了單人結婚進行曲

在這場愛情角力的拔河裡

愛我還是愛你

你選擇了自己

撒嬌的可愛的黏人的愛哭的

照片裡曾經的都是你喜歡的

如今我還在原地

你卻走回你的記憶

你說我愛你太多

就快要把你淹沒

你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落

分開是一種解脫

讓你好好的想過

我想要的那片天空

你是不是能夠給我

你說我給你太多

卻不能給我什麼

分不清激情承諾永恆或迷惑

愛情是一道傷口我們各自苦痛

沉默是我最後溫柔

是因為我太愛你

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡

夢想中屬於我們的婚禮

安靜了在我枕邊的夢裡

我知道相愛原本就不容易

愛不是1加1 努力就有結局

撒嬌的可愛的黏人的愛哭的

照片裡曾經的都是愛著你的

臉頰的淚還溫熱卻沒有人握我的手

你說我愛你太多

就快要把你淹沒

你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落

分開是一種解脫

讓你好好的想過

我想要的那片天空

你是不是能夠給我

你說我給你太多

卻不能給我什麼

分不清激情承諾永恆或迷惑

愛情是一道傷口我們各自苦痛

沉默是我最後溫柔

是因為我太愛你

2008-11-23T22:36:00.000-08:00

I'm sick agains! Arghhh.. This time seems to be even more serious. Lao sai + Vomit + High Fever! Sighs. Yest fever till 38.9 degree, and it don seems to drop. Scaryy. Lucky ah ma gif me eat mo dan hoon den fever drop le. Hmmms. But now still stomach pain and feels like vomiting once i eat or drink. Hais. Feel veri xin ku, when den will recover? Hais.

Thanks bibis for bringing me go see doc and keep me accompany in the car.
Thanks miemie for keep helping me take temp.
Thanks ah ma, ah gong, papa n mama for taking care of me.
Thanks fei ge for coming to visit me and buy me ling yang, bud i too weak so nv tok to u. Ps!
Thanks kwee for msging me once u noe that i'm sick.

Thanks ALL!

2008-11-07T08:47:00.000-08:00

Ohhs~~~ Why issit happening to me agains?? Damn Suays or is fated? I ren ming le!!!

Whenever i feel good, den bad things will happened to me. WHY ah??!! Pengs.......!
It's so unfair! But there's nothing i can do. Cos it's god who create me and want me to go thru all these. =( -Depressed-

Nowadaes, been quite stress about work and some other stuffs. Sighs. Awaiting for my 3 weeks long vacation. Its DEC!! Faster reach. Tired of going to work! So much things to do and its too politics. Hais. Bud i'll miss the massaging! Nvm, i will meet him out! *winks*

Where should i go for holiday? Should i go ? Hmmms. Economic Crisis is coming nearer to us each day. Think must save some money for raining days. HAHA! Mayb go nearer de countries bahs. =)

2008-10-26T01:08:00.000-07:00

I need freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm an adult liaos!! Stop questioning me & saying me. Sometimes, its realli damn pek cek! Pengs. I know you all care about me. Bud i need some of my personal space!!

And, for you that is the best i can do. If u don appreciate it, there's nothing more i can do.
Do u really understand what i mean? Tired of asking.

2008-10-18T13:19:00.000-07:00

What more can i say? Everything around me is changing too fast, so fast that i cant catch up. I feel tired of chasing. Many things had happened, and i dont know how to handle. Mayb i jus turn back to my old ownself, giving up on everything, living a world that only haf myself.

Nothing happen is good for me nowadaes, sometimes realli thinking of leaving dis place and go overseas for a long period. Need time to heal. If not, i think i'll have depression.

Qn: WHO WILL BE THERE FOR ME ALWAYS WHEN I NEED SOMEONE?
Ans: NO ONE.

Cos nobody understands me.
Dont say u know, cos i know u dont know.

2008-10-18T12:42:00.000-07:00

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了
梦远了开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

2008-10-15T22:00:00.000-07:00

This entry is for my beloved dog. He passed away this morning (16 oct 2008). We all crys. And the onli way for me to stop crying is, i have to keep reminding myself that mayb this is good for him. As he's been suffering for the past few months b'cos of his heart problem.

This morning, ard 7+am. My dad come into my room and wake us up, telling us to go and see him b'cos he getting very serious and it might be the last time we see him. I still tot not so serious and lied on my bed for another minute while my sista went to see him alreadi. Once i went to the room and see. I wad shocked! He was like lying on there struggling for his last breath. I see le, my heart really veri pain......... I couldnt bear to see him in that state. I noe he cant make it already and wan him to go peacefully. So i shout at him. I asked him to go! Don struggle already, next life be a gd person who can go aniwhere walk walk. Den once i said this, he's gone. Haix. And that when my tears drops. When my dad carry him to put on his old bed . His body alreadi soft. No heartbeat. See le. I dunnos wad to do also. Onli can keep staring at him And talk to him for the last time.

I remember 11 yrs ago, when we went to the pet shop to buy a dog. Actually i never choose him. But my parents like him. So we decided to buy him back home. He's so quiet. Brought him back home that time, he jus sit on there without moving around. Den i go carry him around the place. When he's tired, he will sleep on my lap. He's so cute.

After been awhile in the house, he starting to change. He become very playful. But he's very clever. He noe how to go toilet himself, he noes how to act cute to ask us to give him snacks to eat. He eats everything we eat. He understand wad we talking about. He loves to disturb my dad to bring him down for a walk. When we were playing together, he will barks loudly so that we will let him win. I like to disturb him when its raining, cos he scare of rains. And the onli time he will let me win. I like to dsiturb him when he's sleeping, cos he looks veri cute. And he like to disturb my sleep too. When he's on my bed, he will walk and sleep on my leg, whick makes me awake. But i jus don care him, i'll carry him and put him at other side. But he is a naughty boy, he will walk back n sleep on my leg agains. I lazy to wake up and carry him so we just sleep liddat till i wake up.

This past few months, it's really a suffering period for him. He seems very sick. Everyday, he cough and showing signs of breathing difficulty. My mum brought him to see doc, and the doc confirm that he's having heart problems and his lungs got water. He need to eat medicine for long term. When i hear this, i feel sad for him. For a dog to haf medication for long term and unable to go for walks. Its saddening and the worst part is he loves to go out. Haix. I see him in the way, oso make my heartache. This few weeks, when i see him panting seriously, i really got the tots of wanting to put him to sleep. Cos i see him liddat, i also feel veri xin ku. I want to help him, but theres no way out that i can help. Remember once, when he cant slp cos of his sickness i carry him to my lap and try to make him sleep. It works, he really fall aslp and scratch my leg. But i don mind, he can sleep i happy already. And me and my sista take turns to do that to him so as to let him rest for awhile.

Everything really happened too fast. I cannot accept the fact that he has left us. Its too sudden, last nite when i see him he's still fine. And now he's gone forever... I regret never carry him last nite, i regret not seeing him for a longer time, i regret not talking to him. I really regret! Now saying all these is useless already. He wont be able to appear in front of me and wag his tail to me animore. I realli miss him alot.

My mind is onli filled with the things happening in the morning. Whenever i close my eyes, i remember the scene. And i start crying. What can i do ? I keep go to the place where he lie on there struggling and the place where he lie there motionless. Hais.

[[ * Ah cash, hope you will be happier in the heaven. You can find your frens over there, you wont be suffering anymore. Everything will be good for you. Remember to become a good person next life. Don be a animal again. If not, you cannot go out walk walk. And you will always live in our hearts. We wont forget you for our whole lifetime. You are such a good companion. Thanks for accompanying us for the last 11yrs + . 3 more months will be your 12 yrs old birthday. Althou you wont be celebrating with us animore, we will still remember you always. Lastly, We LOVE you! Rest In Peace. *]] - *s0bs*

Byebye Ah Cash! I love you and misses you alot. Faster come home.

2008-10-13T11:59:00.000-07:00

Went to meet my aiai and eat swensens~ HAHAs. And she's LATE agains lo, walaox. Aiais, u can don alwaes late anot? Still blame the train lehx. LOLs. Time abit rush, cos need to go buy her stuffs. HeHez. Luckily all bought! =D

After that, fei ge ge come fetch me @ bedok interchange to ECP. Actually wanna discuss wif him his stuffs. Bud! At last become discussing my matter agains. Walaox. Cry like siaos manns. Pengz. Buay tahan liaos. So he sit there and see me crys. LOLs. ke lians him ya? =x Need to sit there for so long. =) Thank you!!! HAHAs!
Sit there till 2am. Cools. On the wae home, we still kena police road block lehs. HAHAs. We both veri excited, cos both oso first time kena. LOLs. Luckily we nv drink ani liquor manns. =D

*Feeling very confusing! Is there really no ways to become like last time? Think i need to gif myself a deadline to this matter. If this keep dragging and dragging, there will be no ending, and end up both unhappy. Hais. If i keep holding on to dis, will there be happiness? Puzzled*

2008-10-12T10:06:00.000-07:00

Todae, i first time so early wake up w/o ppls waking me up. Cools manns.

Went out to meet mie, li, hui @ LJS. Walaox, alight from the bus stop walk into the building and you noe wad? I lost my way!! Wakaos. I realli damn Lu Chi lo. Walk a few rounds den manage to get out of that place. I think those cheena uncles sure think that i'm mad.

After getting out of the stupid place, walk under the hot sun. The weather is damn freaking hot!! Hais. Finally reached there, eat and proceed to our next stop. Dunnos whose idea sias, sae wanna go mobile station and check hp. WAHS! Saw a real real nice hp that i'm wait for veri long de!! And its onli $278 after selling my N95. Ji tao kena tempt tio! I AM SURE THAT I'M BUYING THAT FONE!! HAHAs. Actually wanna go bugis de, bud at last went to raffles city de Cafe cartel eat dessert! LOLs. Den we went to guess shop, wahs. chop chop sias, awhile den li & hui bought the same wallet as me. Heez. We all got guess wallets le. =D

Our Guess Wallets! Cools rights? HeHes. LOVES!! =)

Went to marina sq after that. walaos, thats when i spent my $200 manns. Arghhh. Sobs! Bud luckily i not the no.1 who spent most de. HeHez. ohhhhsss, LiLi~~ =x HAHAs!! Walk till leg pain manns, and the worst part is we waited 45 mins for a cab.OMG!! Damn suan mannss. HAHAs! Aniwaes, we V.O.S and V.O.B manns. Don ask me out agains k. LOLs. Eat grass liaox manns. heez. Remember our holidae, birthdaes and Fone changing!!! Update me manns!! =DD LOVES!!

*Actually wad i wan is quite simple. Bud it seems like u somehow cant gif me.*

2008-10-10T09:53:00.000-07:00

OMG!! Is todae a Black Fridae for me?? All sorts of stupid things happened to me!!! Why am i so suays? ArGhhhh...

Okies, started from morning, suppose to wake up earlier to make up and go to work cos todae going dinner wif colleagues. WAHs! Wake up , alreadi too late manns. No time to make up lo. Hais. NVM! Went to changi to haf breakfast, walk walk dunnos why stand on a hole lo. Den my heels stuck on that stupid lan hole, when i tried to pull out, the shoe sole spoilt!! Argghhh. Dis is a bad omen..... Warning me not to go to work. Bud i didnt realise!! KNS!

Eat full le, den proceed to work place. Wahss. Morning den kena sai do. Somemore dis sai is become Ah sum. Once ppls call to buy food, den must go out immediately and buy for them. OH MY GOD! Realli veri angry lo. Why shld i do such a thing? It's not fair lo. I'm not paid to do such work lo, somemore my workload alreadi veri jialet le. Alot of things oso cannot finish in time, haf to bring back home to do. Now got dis F***ing thing implement, how am i gonna complete my work b4 the deadline? Piangs eh. BTH ahhhh!! Feeling so wei qu lo!!!! Stupid Company, Idiot Boss. How i wish to throw my resignation on their face. Ask them go do themselves laaaa!! Everything onli use mouth to say, never think of the person who doing. Do till swee swee, they will keep quiet. If it screw up? One warning letter to you. Don even appreciate wad we doing. Wakaos. Jia Sai laaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luckily todae going dinner wif mie, wen and kwee! Can eat eat eat till i happi. Forget all those irritating things happened! Went to Shokudo for dinner. Hmmms. The food there is nice except the rosti. HAHAs! Eat till 4 of us the tummy wanna explode liaos. HAHA! Talk about some stuffs happening in our office, make us laugh like mad! HAHAs. We promised to haf dinner every one month no matter wad. Hope we all can maintain our friendship!! HeHes. Cos the time spending together in office is going to end very soon. Counting to few more months. =( Bud we all noe that its good for us. NVM! Our dinner every month will still continues. HeHes. Thanks for being so concern about me. Sorries for the lies. Bud at least i noe, u all so care for me. =D *Touched*

These are the cards that can buy alot alot of food w/o paying FIRST. LOLx!

Our Sumptuous Japanese Feast! Hees.

Our Dessert. YUMMY!!! The waffles is damn nice!!

Bud i nv wait for them then eat le. Thats y mine got one part gone. HAHA!!! =p

After eating, we went to shop for awhile. Hmms. When to Agnes B to see see, saw a watch. Damn nice lo! Like it veri much, bud too expensive le. $395 lehs. Hais. If cheaper den gd, sure buy de lo. Sad Sad! *s0bs* Went to guess shop, wow! 15% storewide lehs! So bought a wallet for myself.
Pamper myself abit. KeKes. Finally bought a wallet le!! Yeahs. Somemore not expensive! =) Bud now thinking of the watch!! Hais. Cannot kena tempt tio manns. NO!!

*Waiting patiently for him to come and find me*

2008-10-06T04:38:00.000-07:00

So tired todae! Cos yest taking care of my doggie till quite late. He's sick! So sad.. Hais.

Went to work like a zombie manns. Eyes keep wanna close. LOLs! Luckily todae no boss. Happy Happy!! =D But haf alot of things to clear lehs. Bo bians, cannot go 3rd floor chit chat lehs. SAD!
Nothing much to blog todae. HeHes.

Finally! Some of our misunderstanding cleared! HAHAs. But i think there's still more to go ya. Lets see how it goes bahs. Lets Jiayou! Mayb we shld realli go for a short holidae and relax ourselves!! :)

Woohoo! Going back to changi to visit MR.NG ltr!! HAHAs. Waiting for ppls to come and fetch me! XD

2008-10-04T15:03:00.000-07:00

Now the time is 6.06am. And i'm here blogging.. Kaos, Cos jus reach home and bath not long ago. Waiting for my hair to dry. Hengs my hair not veri long, if not need to wait for a long time.

Aniwaes, thanks fei ge ge for fetching me home and once again be my listening ear ya? Realli appreciated that! Althou u need to work @ 8am tml, bud u still acc me. Heex. Xie Xie Ni. =)

Went to his hse veri last min at nites, cos my mood was not good. Den jus wanna go out, no wanna stay @ home. So i called him up @ ard 1030pm, and ask him out. At first, he keep say lazi go out. Walaos, luckily he see me so sians den agreed to acc me for awhile. HAHA. Wanna go his hse n haf drinking session de, but his hse martell, ahem..... open too long liaos he sae no taste liaos. LOLs. So i drank milo cereal.......... OMG. Nvm, wait for his martell comes, den i go n drink! HAHA! =x Pls remember the cheerful side of me ONLY!!

Don u realised that u seems like a changed person? I dunno i'm too sensitive or wad. Hais. Nowadaes, everything seems like a challenge to us. Nothing goes smoothly. And i'm feeling more n more insecure & lonely. Sometimes i think, do u realli care about me? Do u still haf feelings for me? If haf, why cant i feel it? Why do i feel that you don seems to bother about wad happening to me? I noe you are not a person who will show ur feelings. Bud sometimes, Action Speaks Louder Than Words! Honestly, i really not used to the lifestyle i had now. I try to treat it as nothing, but i cant succeed. And i make myself feels more xin ku. Think of it, its saddening. Our long relationship will turns out to be liddat. I know i had a bad temper, but even that u used to calm me down with your actions. Bud now, you don even bother about me. Hais. What can i sae? Life is so unpredictable.

我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍

2008-10-01T23:58:00.000-07:00

sTart fR0m yEst... Hari Raya Puasa! Wahs, still need to go to work lo. KNS!! Ppls slp good good. And me? Wake up early to work, walaos. Damn sians can? Pengz. Bud luckily, not much thing to do lo. Jus walk walk tok tok. LOLs.

Finally get to tell my aiai about my matters. Actually don wanna tell her de, cos she's busi wif her studies and work. Hmmms. Bud at last, still tell her le. HAHAs. Feel veri relax after telling her all my problems. Cos she gif me great advises! Heez. And i get to understand more. And not keep thinking of the same qns over n over agains like siaos cha boh liddat. HAHAs. Thanks AIAI! LOVE YOU!! And Pls wait for me, I'm going ur hse for steamboat and drinking session!! HAHAs ^^ And n0t forgetting Fei Ge Ge. Thanks for be my listening ear. Xie Xie Ni!! =)

Hmmms. After work, Went to haf dinner wif him and his family, Cos his dad b'dae. Went jumbo to eat. Hmmms. The food there okies bahs, not bad. HAHAs. Nv eat much, cos gastric not feeling well lehs, scared ltr i vomit. *s0bs s0bs*

Hmmms. Actually wanna haf a gd talk wif him when reach home, but i'm too tired and i think he oso bahs. Bath le, den both sleep liaos . LOLs. Nvm, will find a chance to tok to him manns.

This morning cant wake up sias. Damn tired laaa!! Hmmms. He took some of his items back to home. See le, feel weird! Hais. It makes me feel even more insecure lo. Pengs. Aniwaes, let nature take its course bahs. Don wanna think too much. If not, i cant get to sleep agains!! I'm alreadi alwaes sick le, i tin plus dis one, Wahs. Dunnos how serious it will be. LOLs.

Half dae off, bud cant sleep. Walaos. Damn sad manns. Why! Why wan change todae? I need a bed manns. *cRys*

2008-09-30T01:27:00.000-07:00

I'm sick agains. Hais. I feel that i'm so weak.... Eaten the med, whole body no strength. Nv go work todae been sleeping for the whole dae. Hmmms. Bud it didnt seems ok. I think there's something wrong wif my gastric. Dunnos wad happening. Hais. Or issit cos i haven been eating for the last few daes? No wei kou to eat anithing. Sighz.

Talk to him dis afternoon. At last, oso haven clear our problems. Hais.
And he went out for his class.
Everything seems so weird. I dunno how to describe the feelings and the situation.
I jus feel that he seems like drifting further and further....
Issit a sign to the ending?
I'm not sure. But it really hurts me alot alot.....
Tears just flow so freely down my cheeks.
There's nothing i can do and i think there's nothing he can do also.
One dae, there will be a time for us to face it.
Hais.

Listening to the sad songs, thinking about the past we had. Everything seems so fine then.
Our bond seems so strong. Bud now, it seems so fragile.
I don like the feeling. Or i shld sae, I hate the feelings.
It pushing me damn hard, leaving me breathless and clueless........................................
Forcing me to make a decision. Sighz.

2008-09-27T09:09:00.000-07:00

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替陪我听雨滴
期待让人越来越沉迷谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑才能够有你的体贴其实
没有我你分不清那些差别
结局还能多明显别说你会难过别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些差别
结局还能多明显别说你会难过别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨怎样的夜怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑才能够有你的体贴其实
没有我你分不清那些差别
结局还能多明显别说你会难过别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉..
What a meaningful song. Hais.

Wo Hao Lei.... Ni Zhi Dao Ma?
Wo Deng Le You Deng. Ni Zhi Dao Ma?
Wo Pang Wang Zhe Ni Hui Lai. Ni Zhi Dao Ma?
Wo Kuai Feng Diao Le. Ni Zhi Dao Ma?
Xi Wang De Yue Gao, Shi Wang De Ye Yue Gao.

How I wish to sleep forever. No need to wake up.
No need to think of anithing.

2008-09-22T09:11:00.000-07:00

Everything don't seems to be right for me. Nothing goes smoothly. Dunno exactly WTF is happening! When can this END? PengZ!!

Those things that you sms me that night, issit just for entertaining purposes?

I hate to keep everything in my heart.
I hate to cry so easily nowadays.
I hate to think of that question over and over agains till i get headache.
I hate to think of what shld i do next?!

I like the past. Can i go back to the past? Is there any machine or anything that can turn back time? I hope, I wish there is. Everything seems so fine and gd. No worries.

2008-09-17T09:46:00.000-07:00

Firstly, Happy Birthdae to my DARLING KWEE!! Hope you enjoy your day ya! The Magic Candle. KeKes.

Birthday Girl! Kweeeeeee..... =)

Went to PS again, dis time is going for Secret Recipe. The food there is no nice manns, only like the cakes. LOLs. And Thanks to my LiLi & HuiHui for treating ah mie and me for dinner ya? Paisehs lehs. Next time our turn k. =) Taken pics of the food, looks nice bud taste *ahem ahem* HAHAs!

Hui Hui & Mine Chicken Cordon Bleu.

LiLi's De - Forget wad it's name. LOLs =x

MieMie's De Grilled Chicken

Hmmms. Overall, Disappointed!

US. LOVES! =)

After Shop for awhile, Vincent aka Fei Ge Ge called me up. And he decided to join us. HAHA. And We went to ice monster and eat Mango Chua Bing. Its DELICIOUS! YUMMY!! Think will be going there to eat agains soons. Mango is so sweet........... Cools manns!! HAHAs.

NICE NICE!! =D

2008-09-08T06:11:00.000-07:00

Long time no update le. Too tired and no time to come here. Hmms.

Last wed, went to Manhatten to haf dinner agains. Dis time is wif my bestie sistas, ah mie, ah li & ah hu. =) Talk alot of craps during the dinner. HAHAs. Taken some fotos too.

Look, how happy they are. LOL! My besties - Lili & Huihui.

Mie Mie & Me! HAHA! My precious sister. =p

Lili & Me De Plate. Can See How HUNGRY We Are! LOLs! We finish off all, and our stomach is going to explode!!

EEEEE! Mie Mie & HuiHui. Can See How They Waste Food. LOL!!

After dinner, went to shop for awhile. I under budget yet i still bought a pair of shoes! Oh my. Shoes are just irresistible! Hees.

Yays! Finally fridae got to play mahjong. And.... I WON! Finally lo. Ever since i plae, nv win b4 leh. Dis is the first time sias. Off schedule Off schedule, due to 4bia. The lame movie, waste our 2 hrs time. Awww. Actually wanna plae till 4am nia, den cos of dis we plae till 6.30am! Wow. Tired manns but is worth it! And we 4 slp in 1 bed agains. HAHA! And when u all went home, i noe ok, onli that i lazi to wake up. HAHA! Now think of it, make my hand itch agains. Think addicted to mahjong liaos. jialet jialet. =x [Lili & Huihui, when agains? kekes =x]

And todae, it's such a fcuking irritating dae!! Damn pek chek lo. I think if dis carry on, next time go mental hospital visit me bahs. Office got one dumbass, keep come and irritate me. Head of logistic, SO WHAT? I don gif it a damn lo. One dae, when i realli explode, i'm sure gonna shout @ him. And ask him to FCUK OFF! Kaos!! See him alreadi spoil my mood! PENGS!

Hais. Been thinking about dis matter since yest. If i talk to you about dis, will we quarrel agains? If i tell u about how i feel, will u understand? If i gif u my suggestions, will u listen to it or you will sae i'm not an understanding person? If i keep quiet and let it proceed, will we be able to go far? If you listen to wad i sae, will u be happy? IF IF IF. What's going wrong nowadaes? Whats happening? I feel veri veri veri stress over it. I dunno what exactly i shld do. I veri scare one dae when i'm not able to take it. I'll sae something that i don wan to. Arghhhhhhhh........! I noe you got your reasons for doing it, but isn't too rush ? We haven even haf time to sit down and discuss about it and it's like all decided alreadi? Honestly, actually i tot that you haf given up the idea. But when yest u told me, my heart realli sank for awhile. I dunno what to react to it. I jus sit there and stay blank for awhile. I see you so excited about it, i don wan to throw cold water to you. But how long can dis last? My head veri heavy...........................................................
Pengs. *Fan Nao arhs!*

2008-08-31T04:28:00.001-07:00

Work todae.. Argh.. Damn sians.. Sighz.

Bored Bored Bored!! Still tot after working got some time to spend wif him, cos next week he not coming out, but he went to other places instead. Aniwae, is his decision not going to chap so much! Whatever! I can enjoy my remaining "off day" at home. Hahas. Next week gonna work agains. Pengs. Shag arhs!! What is weekend? I DUNNO! =(

After hearing wad you say, feels abit weird. Dunno why oso, mayb b'cos that time you told me de things still in my mind bahs. Aniwae, it's good for you too. No need to waste time on me. All the best to you! =)

2008-08-27T00:08:00.000-07:00

Argh! Sick Sick Sick! Damn Suay manns. Hais. Last week, rashes. Dis week, Fever. Next Week still dunno got wad sai. Puis! Were suppose to meet lili & hui hui to eat dinner. But I fall sick, ji tao sians manns. Paisehs, we go next week okies.

Went to see doc spent another 26 bucks. Arghhhhhhhhhh.................... KAOS!
And haf to take off to rest at home! 1 day off gones........ *s0bs s0bs*

Welcome Vincent to Tess!! XD Good Luck to you!! =x

2008-08-24T04:01:00.001-07:00

Yest, Went to PS. Got two purposes. One is go daiso, buy caramel corn cracker. But, sold out liaos. KNS!! Hais.

Lucky my second purpose still got attained. HAHA. Went to Manhatten to eat dinner! Nice Nice! And veri full. HAHA. Even Ah bibis oso veri full. Can imagine the serving is big lo. Cos got garlic rice and lots of fries. But too full le, so alot of fries cannot finish. HAHA. And And, the seafood chowder. Nice too!

Seafood Chowder! Inside got prawns, fish And sotong. Nice =D

Seafood Platter For Two! Cools rights? Nice Lehs. YUMMY! LOVES!

2008-08-20T10:01:00.000-07:00

Wahs. sians. Todae spent $35 for medical. Morning wake up, everything is fine. Until when i was going for work, Suddenly got rashes. Oh! Damn suay lo. Reach office le, bud haf to U-turn back to see doc. Hais. Argh. Dis mth budget so tight le still liddat. Jialet sias. T.T Eat grass liaos larhs!

Hmmms. Althou not feeling well, cos confirm with lili that todae gonna meet up and go buy perfume, so ard 5 plus meet hui hui den together go buy. HAHAs. Hai hao that time feel better le, not so itch. HeHes. We all todae veri punctual! No OFF SCHEDULE! LOL!! =)

Reach our destination, first thing eat MAC. l0ls. Cos i veri hungry, and hui hui oso hungry le. HAHA! After that, we started to look for our perfume.

And todae's result is lest lest bought 2 bottles, Mie mie bought 2 bottles & Lili bought 2 bottles! (Actually mie mie and me bought 1 bottle for our mummy!) Wahahas. Bud horhs. b4 that when meet lili that time, she told us that she on budget. Not gonna buy ani de lehs. Bud now, she bought the same quantity wif us. HeHes. Kena pysco by Mie mie! HAHAs. Ke lians wehs. Hmmms.

On the wae home, we were discussing when will be our next mj session. Hmmms. Lili and me both hand itch le! HAHAs. Think gonna 1 mth since we play our last session bahs. HAHA. Think of it den excited. play for whole nites! =)Lets all decide one day!! I'm waiting~ <---- Bibis Cannot See Dis Paragraph. =P

2008-08-18T08:27:00.000-07:00

I think today is the day that i become bravest! In the afternoon, the cleaning supervisor came to look for me. He told me that there is a snake behind the squash court. At first, i tot he is lying to me, den his expression become more n more serious. LOLs! Den i decided to go and haf a look if i see any, he gonna get scold by me! HAHAs

I asked gek gek to accompany me,b'cos she is the NU QIANG REN. Everything also no scared de. Cools manns. Okies, while we rushing over there, i saw mama. I asked her along. Hehes.

Wahs! That time, there's a few ppls over there le. One of the cleaner still holding on a stick. HaHas. So Funni lo. Den gek gek is the first to go down. She saw it! Den i oso veri curious abt it. And i climb down too! Awww.... At first didnt saw it, den i walk closer and closer... WAHS! I saw it. It's a python hiding in a hole and it's looking at us. So scary lo. See le, den i faster climb up, cos the hole is big enuff for it to crawl out. Den i scare it will chase me. So for safety reason, i ciaos! LOL!

After awhile, gek gek go see agains, it gone le. Hmmms. dunnos where it gone to also. Tml pest control ppls coming, hope can catch it lo. If not dangerous manns! Skalis one day, it crawl out and bite ppls den cham le. Hmmms.

2008-08-17T09:57:00.000-07:00

Friday is a damn tiring day lo! Went to the Reservoir Run, ohh! The weather is so damn HOT! aWw. Work half day of sai kang in office, den Ricky drive us there. WALAOS. He drive like snail lo. Is so SLOW! Inside company van, i seems like going to suffocate lo cos no air. Air-Con no use lo. HAHAs. Den i tell Kwee and Lala, all go vote me drive. Mayb awhile can reach liaos. LOLs! At last, reach there ard 3pm. Den lo0ns come look for us. Heez.

Around 4pm, event starts le. All ppls come, den help them do registration (for 500+ ppls). TIRED! And half way, someone call my name. I look up and saw ERIC QUEK! My Sec skool PE teacher! LOLs! After so mani years, he still remember me. HeHes. Bud i think he cant run le lehs. He is the last few who reaches the finish point lo. =x HAHAs!

Finally, event ends at 7.15pm. Got buffet for staffs and helpers, when candice say can eat le. WOW. All the aunties and uncles chiong arhs... Bud luckily, we 4 still got some food to eat. HAHAs. The food not bad lehs, dunnos is hungry or wad. Eat till veri song. LOLs. Den we discussing, how many hrs of off we can claim lo. Hope is 3 hrs bahs. Work so hard lo. That nites, go home bath den koons liaos. LOLs. I admit old liaos. :'(

Sat, after sleeping for 15 hrs, finally i'm awake! HAHAs. Went out to marina sq to shop! Hmmms. And i bought the Zara jacket for Ah Bibis. Kekes. Hope he like it ohhs. =) Went around to walk walk, actually wanna watch movie. Bud no ani nice movie to watch lehs. Sians lo. LOL. So we went walking and walking~ Went to Braun Buffel shop to look for card holder, cos he wanna buy. Saw a nice ladies Wallet. It's NICE! I like it alot, bud cannot buy, cos budget and its X. Sad Sad.

Went to parkway to shop abit, bud nothing to buy lehs. slacking around till around 10+ den head home le. Cos oso tired bahs and sunday need to work. Argh!!

Hmmms. I'm very happy that you kept your words. You never disappoint me. Bud it's abit saddening, cos nan de you can accompany me for a longer time and yet i need to wake up early to work. It will be perfect if i no need to work and we can spent the whole morning together, like last time liddat. I miss those days when i open my eyes in the morning, the first person i see is YOU! - Wo Huai Nian De - =( I onli wish that one week once can le. =p

Today WORK WORK WORK! When can i find a job which is really 5 daes week and a gd paY? Boring larhs!!

All those things that you told me today, it motivated me to work harder and save more money for our future! And all those problems, i tin i partly in fault of it. Hmmms. Dunnos wad can i do to help you with the problems lehs. Hais. Cheer Up k! No worries, I'll alwaes be by your side! Heez. =) ~Ai Ni Ohhs!~

2008-08-12T09:42:00.000-07:00

Todae, Damn Flare up of my j0b! Office in the mess, System Down, Members calling to make complaints and scold me. KNS! As if, it's my fault. Shit lo! Bth liao lo! Dis j0b totally sucks can. Pengs. Bud luckily, in the evening meet my AiAi~ Went to buy perfume agains. Bud, I didnt buy ani, cos i dunnos wad to buy haven go smell which one is nice. HAHAs. Nvm, told the auntie that i'll be going back next wed to buy. With Mie, Li & Hui ~ =D This time confirm mus buy something back !! =p

Went to Mac to haf our dinner. Thanks aiai, she treat me eat. HAHAs! Hmms. Chat with her for few hours. Chat about things happening ard us. HeHes. Miss those days when we chat till 2 to 3am den go home. HAHAS! Aniwaes, it's fun ya! Love u AiAi!! =)

Sunday, Went to vivo with Ah Bibis. Hmmms, Long time no go out shopping like dis liaos. Cos of some matters. However, we still had a wonderful day ya. Althou its only 4hrs? LOLs. We went to Zara, I wanna buy a jacket for him which i saw it @ marina sq, bud didnt bought it cos no more his size le. Sians. NVM! Gonna go marina sq and buy! Hope still haf his size. Kekes.

After that we went to Asian Kitchen to haf our dinner. Hmmms, The food there ok onli bahs, not as good as i think. Wahahas! And the price there, i don think is worth it bahs. =x HAHA!

Ordering Food. And here comes his Won Ton Mee

And.... He started to eat without waiting for me! Arghhhh..

Waiting for my food, nths to do den take pic Here's come my food SoftShell Crab Noodles

Lastly, Mango Sago! Yummy. I like, bud he don like. So, I finish everything all by myself! Hees =)

That nites u told me de thingys make me realised that you can actually sacrific so much for me without thinking about yourself. I'm really touched! Thanks for everything & sorries, i'm not as understanding as you think. I still love you lots ya! =)

2008-08-09T02:03:00.001-07:00

Been Thinking of the same question for the last few weeks. Bud until now, I still don haf any ans to it. Wad shld i exactly do?

Hais!!

Wo zhi dao wo men dou mei you cuo, zhi shi fang shou hui bi jiao hao guo.

*I no longer have any excitement towards weekend!*

2008-08-09T01:51:00.000-07:00

hey我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey我真的好想你太多的情绪
没适当的表情最想说的话
我该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你没有过去
我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你我在哪里又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及反正没有了自已
hey我真的好想你不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey我真的好想你太多的情绪
没适当的表情最想说的话我应该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你没有过去
我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你我在哪里又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及反正没有了自已
hey我真的好想你不知道你现在到底在哪里
你是否也像我一样在想你...

Last time hear dis song b4, nv tot that it was so meaningful. Now den i realise, it's such a nice song!

2008-08-08T10:29:00.000-07:00

Hmmms. Shld i sae today or yest? HaHas. 0kies. 08/08/08, Mie, Wens, Kwee & Me went to Paramount De Tunglok to haf steamboat buffet to celebrate weNs b'dae. hEhEs. At First we went there, we lost our wae. LOLs. Den we went to ask the bellboy where issit. Finally we found it, ok. The nightmare starts here!

We were served to our table, den we start ordering the food. The food there is nice. Esp, the Salmon Sashimi,Scallop & prawn Balls! Damn nice! And is Veri Fresh.

The prawn is BIG and fresh and nice nice!! Hees!

But After eating awhile, the incident happened! Mie cut open the prawn balls and saw a plastic inside! Den we complain to the waitress, at last she gif us a plate of Salad Prawns. LOL!

Dis is the Salad prawns that is given to us for Free. HAHA!

And not long after dis! I found another Er Er de thing ! Duno issit hair or Mao on the piece of chicken that i took out from the steamboat. Damn Er Xin lo!! Once agains, we complain! The manager talk to us for a long time and keep saying sorries. Bud we all don care him, jus sae forget abt it. Den he see the situation not gd, den he offer us 5 FREE dishes - which consist of Beijing Duck, Wasabi Prawns, Crab Bee Hoon, Soft Shell Crab Sushi and including a dessert which is Almond Xue Ge, which is a more expensive dessert. Actually i sae no wan to eat, bud he kip persuading us, den at last we agreed to eat. After he went out of the room to prepare, ALL of them started to sae me cos they all wan to eat the Almond Xue Ge!! LOLs!

After eating, the manager still gif one box of Mooncakes for apology. LOLs. =D ALL FREE de wors. HAHAs. Actually wanna return him back the mooncakes, cos is he use his own pocket money buy de. Bud after hearing wad he sae about smth, we all decided no need to return! Cos he's not as kind as wad we tin of. Jus don care, den we ask for bill and went out of the place.

After that, we walk to parkway parade there to take bus, and there we go separate ways. Hmmms, reach home and tell my mummy that i bought mooncakes for her. She don believe me lehs. Wahahas. She still say i where wil buy de. LOLs!! So clever horhs. I open up the box le. Oh my, it smells so nice!! Tml i gonna try it. Hees. Tin shld be nice bahs. HAHA!

Hmmms. Sae till here le, wanna slp liaos. Ltr 7.30am need to wake up le, need to go fetch ah bibis come back from camp. hMmMs. Tired Tired. =(

Nites. =)

what a dae

2008-08-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

yest work nite shift, no time to come in here. HaHas. mY General Manager i so damn cruel can! He can jus sack a person without ani valid reason jus because he is a low IQ person? He also don wan wad, is b'cos he had a car accident den will become liddat! who will want to work in CSC! CheapSkate Club! Argh! everydae going over there to work is a torture.

t0day, early in the morning, kena sai kang liaos. sians. mus haf the info within 2 hrs! sHit manns!

hMmMs. used my new perfume, i ming ming smell it de lehs, den when i ask pata n gek gek smell. They cant smell anithing, make me ji tao SAD can! mY ESCADA~~~ T.T And i tin, tml i gonna spray more!! LOL! Hmmms, Jen dAr, I will try to make it to ur b'dae celebration de. =)

tired dae!

2008-08-05T07:04:00.000-07:00

eRms. aS usuAls wEnt t0 w0rk t0dae. Damn Tired lo. Mayb cos of the S.O.S den till now still veri tired. Althou feel like taking MC, i cant cos no ppls working todae cannot leave pata alone ma. damn Tired Can!! ate lor mee as my breakfast, so full lo. Until lunch time i oso feel damn full! Bud i still cant resisit the fried chicken rice de temptation and ta bao one packet and eat. TSK TSK!! more n more fat liaos, still cannot control. Jialet sias! LOLs. Den during lunch time, mie, wens, kwee and me discussing where to go to celebrate wens's birthdae. At last, we decided to eat steamboat at Paramount (Dunnos spell correctly not) on dis fridae, shun bian celebrate BEIJING AO YUN 2008 (Cos mie de Qing Xiu is at BEIJING now. Cheering =x) HAHA!

Den here comes the sians time, lunch over need to go back to work. See my desk so mani work haven done yet, ji tao sians 1/2. Do n Do n Do. Non-stop but still haven complete lo. Shit manns! Thinking of quitting the j0b l0. damn sians. bo mood. ask from mama de email address, so that i can send my resume! heeZ. Finally, after all the struggling, is 6pm! Fang gong shi jian!

Yays! Went to chinatown to meet my Aiai. Long time no see her liaos, think got 3 months or more? hAhAs! Alwaes sae nv meet up, now finally meet up le. hEes. And here we go to buy perfume, as we agreed to buy the same perfume. =) We stand there and discuss for quite long. Finally, I bought one onli and she bought 4 bottles!! LOLs! Break record manns. Wallet Da Chu Xue lo. Den she sae me, if i not under budget i oso will buy 3 bottles. HAHAs. Come to tin to it, lo0ks like its real. cos i wanna go buy somemore next week! =x oh my oh my! perfume r hard to resist! so sweet and nice smell~ Which ger don love rights?? Heez =x Waiting for pay to come lehs. b0 lui liao. sians. I still got alot in mind that i wanna buy lo! pEnGz. c0ntr0l c0ntr0l! =) After that, went back home, hui hui so li hai, help me do my blogskin. Hees. Thanks alot worhs, ma fan ni le. hehe. Yay. my first blogg. =D

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2008-08-04T05:30:00.001-07:00

请不要分了以後　还记得亲吻过的承诺你的永久　已不属於我默默低头　那时我很多　话哽在喉咙你的笑你的快乐　或许我爱太多想太多我能感受　他比我适合爱放了手　我伪装冷漠　比你先说分手请原谅我　原谅我不成熟不爱你是藉口　好让你离开我请原谅我　好想自私将你占有你的寂寞就给我承受换你过更好的生活请不要分了以後　还记得亲吻过的承诺你的永久　已不属於我默默低头　那时我很多　话哽在喉咙你的笑你的快乐　或许我爱太多想太多我能感受　他比我适合爱放了手　我伪装冷漠　比你先说分手请原谅我　原谅我不成熟不爱你是藉口　好让你离开我请原谅我　好想自私将你占有你的寂寞就给我承受换你过更好的生活爱过恨过哭过也笑过亲吻过你的脆弱其实我比谁都要懦弱原谅我　必须假装爱错别让时间逗留　我怕说不出口原谅我　没有解释太多　心痛别无所求　彻底忘了我爱原来有舍得我爱过　我才懂...