Slept for the whole X'mas due to I ate the med which is damn strong make me concuss in a few mins and awake aft 20 hours of sleep! Gosh! Long time din haf the feel alrd.. Seems abit scary.. ): And now i'm at work, still having the sleepy feel!


Thanks my colleagues for giving x'mas pressies to me! =D POOH POOH is loved!


Think gonna stop drinking for awhile alreadi!! Been drinking n drinking n drinking!! Sighs.. FAT LA!! Sians laaa!! DIET PLAN STARTS agains!! CNY coming in less den 2 months can?! NO TIME!! Please don STOP me!! Thanks!! (:


Lastly! i want 100% n0t 80% only!!

What a day to start with? It rains so heavy in the morning, making me even more sick. Gosh.. Having flu n cough.. DAMN! Wake up in the morning, realli don haf the feel to go work. Thinking of staying at home n rest.. But baby ask me to go.. Soo i went.. Which i shld haf not! Sians..

That guy say good morning to me so loud, seems like hinting me something! SO WHAT?! Go ahead and complain baa.. Don gif it a damn laa..

Being veri veri tired nowadaes.. Gosh.. Damn loads of things to do.. Who can get back my energy!! aRgHhhh..!!

NEEDA DRINK! Seems like ages since i last drink! But i recall it just like last week? Gosh...! Alcoholic Lest? HAHA!! Need some preparation for CNY! High high high!~ (:

Last night got a damn damn bad nightmare! Goshhs!! I found myself crying over it when i'm awake! Sighs..! Hope this wont happen in real life! ): *Prays hard.. !*

I tried to talk to her.. Bud its futile.. So i conclude, everything's over! I'm not hoping anymore changes from this matter. Kinda feeling hopeless to it. Maybe lets keep it this way.

Christmas coming!! Prezzie all not yet buy. Taiwan tickets not yet booked! Skool applications oso not completed! What am i doing?! Time to wake myself up! No more holiday mood manns. Althou this is holidae season! NO NO NO! Sighs..

Feeling tired, even thou i'm on n off work cos need to clear my balance leave. Bud its kinda not enough for me! *yAwNz!* Am i asking for too much?!

Time to prepare for night shift todae! Hope everything goes well!

I felt so damn sad.. Realli sad.. The sour sour feel, dunno how to describe.

And i know.. There's nothing much i can do. I know you are trying very hard to solve everything. Bud.. i doubt you can.

多想化成 隐形的人
掩饰我伤痕
给你 我的体温
好帮你 驱走寒冷
当不欠 也能感受心疼
多想化成 隐形的人
隐藏我的 泪在翻滚...

Firstly, Happy Birthdae to my AIAI and my Beloved fren! Hope they enjoy their day! (:

I've SOLD my 2 Gucci bags.. Now thinking whether to buy a LV neverfull or Gucci Jolie bag! I like both of them alot! Which one should i buy?! grrrr.. ): *Fan nao!!*

Last week watched 10 promises to my dog, cried like mad.. Used 2 packets of tissues! Damn.. make me misses ah cash alot alot..!! And those 10 promises. I onli fulfil some of it, making me feel so guilty. If time can turn back to those days.. I'll definitely fulfil them all.. But its too late.. Sighs..! )':

Recently like to stone. Dunnos whats happening to me. Sometimes, just feel like shutting up my mouth and do nothing, just plainly stoned. So if see me stoning, just leave me alone. I'll be fine.

- I hate to quarrel/argue with you.
- I hate to be angry with you.
- I hate to think of those negative things
- I hate to think or talk about those stupid things.

I hope to stay strong.
Somehow, I felt we are happier in those daes.