Sighs.. My job sucks to the core!! Seriously feel like throwing letter alreadi..! =( Bud i know sure kena scolding from my parents.. Bud they wont understand how i feel ya..? Haix.. Depressed!!


This year seems like theres nothing smooth for me.. Hope it can faster end! *ROAR!!*
-DePresSi0n!-


Baby Lao90n9.. You make me feel so blissed! =)

Having lower backaches..! Feeling so pain when i sit or bend down.. And it have been for few daes le.. Sighs.. First time having dis problem kinda make me feel worried and sianx.. Cos i did nothing and yet having pains around my lower back.. Sighs..!! Faster recover!! =( Hope i just think too much about it.. =(


Been toking about the topic with him recently.. HmMmms.. Dunnos why after knowing the thing kinda make me feel weird and I will like keep thinking about it.. Mayb this brain of mine loves to think too much baa? HAHA! Okiex.. Will stop it.. =)


Will be resting at home for this coming weekend to replenish my energy and heal my aches.. =) Hope it will be alright soon!!

Went to check out the school thingys yest.. Kinda sians after checking cos of the timing don suit my schedule and the place is damn far.. Its located at Tiong Bahru! I need to travel so far awae from either my workplace or home.. Haix.. If i were to travel from my workplace to there.. I'll definitely be late for lesson.. Sighs.. Wad shld i do?


Recently, Health kinda weak.. Pain over my body and feeling damn tired even after a rest.. Sighs.. Dunnos wads going on.. Wanna go for holidae.. Can i ? Pengx.. Don tin so.... Too much burdens.. *>.<*


Tired.. Exhausted.. Need A Break.. =(

This entry will be for someone.. And it will be the last entry for the person.. When on the wae to office, my mp3 shuffle to dis song, out of sudden i think of some stuffs.. Listening to dis song, all the memories kinda appear in my mind.. All the matters dat happen during the few years.. From Sweet, Sour to Bitter.. No one expected in dis wae.. Even me.. Althou i'm the one who gif up, bud i did struggle for a long time before i really decide on the decision.. No one can understand how i felt dat time.. From the first cry b'coz you going overseas for training to the lonely cries when you neglected me till the last cry when i decided to leave you.. You will never know how much i supported you at the back.. Everyone starting to suspect you have another affair outside.. Bud i still stand in to explain all dat.. Althou i don even know what you doing outside.. Pay extra monies for you.. So dat you can drive the car to camp.. All these.. Cried in the toilet when i heard dat you got into trouble.. Do u know about it? HAHA! So silly of me.. Honestly, sometimes went back to the place which we at before.. Still kinda will tin of the past.. And i'm saying it all out here doesnt haf any meaning.. Jus wanna write everything out dat is in my mind now.. And End it.. A Big Fullstop to it.. To everything dat got to do with you..


I said before.. Once a couple broke up.. Its difficult to become frenx animore.. And i somehow experience it.. I think you feel it dat way too.. I know wad i say some people may think its so childish.. Bud its true.. Aniway, everything is in the past now.. Have started to have a new life.. Lets work hard and be happy.. Let bygones be bygones.. If in future, there's a chance to become frens.. Lets start fresh new.. If not, jus wanna wish you all the best in future.. Treasure your life and enjoy it.. Feel troubled or wad, find someone to confide, don keep it all to yourself..
Okiex.. Shall stop saying animore.. Dunnos whether you will see this entry of mine.. HaHax.. Jus wanna say everything out once and for all.. =)


This is the song dat bring back my memories..

比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热 面对你的时候
我不会舍不得 因为你已是过客
因为路有些曲折是美的

心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折 是美的

我眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你 深深的...

Yupps.. Dats all.. =)
Thank you And Sorriex..

Oh Gosh!! My phone is spoilt!! Haix.. After it suicide, a few hours later.. Its DEAD!! OH MY!! Sighs.. Den now i don haf phone to use..! I don haf ani spare phone.. Sad..!


Working todae.. Now in office without phone.. Sobx.. Later lunch time gonna go take my phone to repair.. And after work gonna go find new phone to buy..! =( *Thinkin shld i change my fone?* Sighx..!

The time is 4am now.. Jus bath out not long ago.. Went to watch movie wif baby jus now and went to labrador park to relax.. =) Kinda cold ya? Make me sneezing now.. LOL!!


Went to E-hub to haf Nihon Mura Sushi as our dinner.. FULL!! And we watched transformer..! He keep asking me to watch.. So I accompanied him to watch it.. Heez.. First time watch dis type of movie.. at first kinda bored, nearly fall aslp.. Bud the movie sEems to get better in the middle.. Overall. Not bad ya!! =) Bud baby!! NO HORROR movies!! How u ask me go.. i oso wont go!! LOL!!


After dat, went to Labrador Park to relax.. Quite a nice place to relax.. Looking at the sea.. Enjoyin the cold wind.. Awww..! Make me wanna go redang!! =D Bud somehow its kinda cold..? Mayb going to rain or wad baa.. Bud i still prefer our 3 relaxing hangout! =)



I startin to think abt some unhappi stuffs..! Oh gosh!

Currently in office.. All people went up for meeting.. SoOo.. Its time for me to relax and enjoy.. LOL! Kinda bored, so came in to update bloggy! Been quite busi recently.. Work, Chill, Relax, Sleep.. =) Everydae theres new happening going on.. Kinda Fun ya? No more boring life like last time.. Everydae wake up, dunnos what to do, waiting for people.. Sleep.. Okiex.. Whateva it is.. Dats all the past! =)


Haf been going ard to those places i've never been before.. New experiences and new feeLs.. =) Bud Sentosa aNd oLd plaCe are still my fAv.. HeHex.. Went sentosa last sat, Wanted to go to Cafe Del Mar.. Bud it closes kinda early.. 2am? So we decided not to go in.. Cos its onli an hour before it closed. Went to the beach and chat.. talk about funni stuffs and not-so-good stuffs.. Hmmms.. I noe wad you mean.. You don allow me cos you scare dat bad stuffs will happen on me, and you will regret for life.. Haix.. I jus kinda stubborn dat keep asking you, trying to persuade you to lemme go.. Making you headache and eM0.. Sighx.. Sorriex! I jus wanna gain some experience, nothing more.. And its realli not dat thing dat you say me.. Kinda sad when i heard it.. Aniwae, its over.. =)


Sun.. Went to E-hUb.. Wanted to haf sushi, bud the seoul garden somehow attracts us. So we went in to haf our dinner.. aWww!! Its a wrong choice! They haf the new system of ordering the food online and it serves to us.. Althou is good, it kinda spoil our mood of eating.. Cos it's like no idea of what to eat.. And most impt is they don serve my fav coffee chicken! =( The food there is limited! Not much varieties to choose from! And the smell when u come out of the place is AWFUL! Damn smells! Alot different from the seoul garden den we went before..! We don noe why too! LOL!! Go home dat time, its like I kena sae by my sista.. He kena sae by his bro! LOL! Cos the smell is realli power! HAHA!! Wont go there agains!!


Another new week haf started.. Weekends alwaes passes so fast.. And weekdaes time is like crawling.. =( Don noe when i can realli gif myself a long holidae and relax like last yr.. 3 weeks off.. SHIOK! =D Shld do some plannings liaox.. =p I wanna go ZOO! --> I've been saying dis for long long long time!! When can i go ? SSF aHx!?!



[[* StReSsEd!! * * S0bx..! *]] Sighx..! =(