Monday, March 30, 2009
Damn! Dunnos issit i too stress or wad. My gastric is acting up. Pengs. Dis time dunno need long how to recover! Sianx lahx. Haix..
Early morning he came looking for me and tell me about the warning. HAHA! Working there for 3 yrs plus le.. First time i stay so calm.. Jus listen to wad he wanna say and i went back to office. Haa. I think realli cheng xim le baa. Ji tao sianx. Soon i'll be leaving le.. I'll miss the CSC frenx.. Times we laugh together, crap together, eat together, toilet meeting wif the gers. Will be Deeply MISSED! Sighs.. Must meet up soon!! =)
Third floor same place will be missed too! 3 - 6 mths.. Jiayou!! =) Hope our plans works! =p And... Thursdae jiayou oo! =) Will be waiting for your good news. Heex.
CSC Frenx. =)
Monday, March 30, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Another dae of crying.. Pengs.. Dis yr is realli a bad yr for me.. For the past few weeks, i've been crying non-stop. Haix. When can i stop crying?
Alone standing at my kitchen window, trying to look for stars.. Bud it seems like they are not there. Haix.. Where Are You all? When i need you, you are not there.. Sighs.. ='( *Who Will Be There For Me Alwaes?*
My mum noes me well.. Whenever i feel down or wad, i will stand there and look @ the sky quietly. Trying to look for the brightest star and start toking to it in my heart. HAHA! So stupid right? HAHA! At last, she ask me to haf a gd talk wif her and dad. We talk about alot of things. Work stuffs, R/s and family matters. Haix.. I noe wad they meant. I noe I'm a ger who relys on ppls alot, and I need a person who realli can take good care of me. I realli understand. They wan me to do things without regrets. Cos the path of life is i choose de. Bud life is full of obstacles, who can confirm wad will happen in the future? Sighs.. I realli dunno wad to do next. My whole mind is blank. I think i realli need a good rest...... Mayb jus get out of the country and cut off all contacts wif everyone for a month? Haix..
*Sorriex PH...*
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
Fcuk Up Life! I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, March 27, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
Been feeling damn sianx. Alot of things is happening. I feeling damn xin ku. Pengs.
Can u stop doing stuns? I v tired le. Zhen de hao lei......
And there's a stupid nothing to do de person. Caused so much troubles for me and my family. Oh Fcuk! Cant she jus kindly shut her bloody mouth up? Dunno anithing DON ASSUME. And got the cheek to tell everyone the wrong info? Whenever i tin of it, it makes my blood BOILS! I don care who are you, cos you don deserve my respect! Arghhh.. Sucks lahx!! Shitty!! Get out of my sight pls!! Auntie realli got nothing to do.. Piangs ehx.
Thinking in progress... What shld i do? I'm scared.. Realli don mind ma? I'm lack of courage.. Sighs.. =(
Monday, March 23, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Wow.. A bad day!! Wake up in the morning.. Feeling so terrible.. Stomach pain, Feel like vomiting. Piangs ehx. Bud still haf to go to work.. Damn!
First thing to work ---> Toilet. Pengs. Damn sad lahx.. Had early lunch, and... make me feel more er xin.. try to vomit, bud failed. Sians diaox. Work all the wae after dat. Damn tired..
Go home.. Talk to my mum.. Haix.. Hope she can understand what i toking about.. If i don go out and plae now.. When can i plae? After i married? Haix.. I don wanna say so much, cos don wanna let u all worried. Haix.. Suan le.. Don wanna say so much oso.. Cos i noe if i say somemore.. will end up quarreling.. Cos i haf a v bad temper! Bud I'm old enuff to think. Lemme do wad i wan. Gif me some freedom.. Haix.. Afterall.. I still love you all the most.. =)
[[* Baby Vampire.. Vampire Baby.. *]] =)
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Whats happening to me? What am i doing? What am i thinking? Pengs. Something is realli wrong with my mind! Someone please wake me up! My life is in a mess now. Everything i do jus seems not right! Last time keep say ppls dis dis dis. Bud now? KARMA! It all happens to me. And i think some other ppls will be saying me too. =(
After work, nothing to do. Slack at home. Wanna haf a nap, bud didnt cos scare at nite wont be able to sleep. Pengs. Sitting in front of lappy, suddenly think of those matters agains. And it make my mood went down down and down. Damn sians ahhx! Arghhhhhhhhh.. I think i need to go for a holidae soon..... before i turn mad! HAHA!
*I miss that day badly.. How i wish time can stop at there forever...*
Oh my... What a emo entry. HAHA! Hope everything will be fine! Need to do some thinking liaox. =) [[* LH PH *]]
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
First of ALL! HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO MY DEAREST SISTA!! AH MIE!! =) (11 Mar 09)
Now is 11.30am.. Wake up so early cos of some noise. Piangs. Going to scold ppls, bud nvm. i REN. =)
Going out ltr to celebrate ah mie b'dae. Yeahs. Going orchard to see something.. Den head to haf our breakfast cum lunch cum dinner! --> Sakae Buffet! HAHA!! And.... There we go.. Sing ! Going loyang party world, dunnos good ma lehx. Heex. Go try it out ya? =D
Will update when come back home. Heex. Preparing to go out le. Hehex. =)
Happy birthdae............................................................ Hope u enjoy ur dae. =P
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Monday, March 9, 2009
Yest went out wif mie, li, hui to tampines mall to movie n shop. LOL.. Went to eat seoul garden to eat. Hmmms. I love the coffee chicken there. YUMMY.. Bud the oil is killing us. Lili damn sad. kena the oil till hand gt "pao pao" Awww. Pain!! Hmmms. Bud the service there is good ya. Knowing that her hand liddat, they bring some cream for her to apply. GOOD! =) Went for our movie after that, n0t so nice ehx. HAHA! =x Bud Vanness body is HOT! Hehex.
Hmmms. Its a veri cold day todae. Rains for the whole afternoon.. COLD!
All my colleagues went for staff retreat todae.. Morning enjoy lo! HAHA! No ppls in office. Keep playing msn and facebook. Heex. No ppl say me yaa.. Kekex.. Early morning, when i open the jackpot room. Fone rings..... Ah mie call me faster go back office and see email. Wow.. Cool! After seeing the email. It jus brighten up my Blue Monday yaa! Heez. Veri happi ehhs. =D Yeahs.
After work went to bought "something" for surprise later. Heex. Hope she loves it ya! I LOVE YOU! Muacks. =)
Monday, March 09, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Work 8am todae, once reach there den the stupid "mgr" told me that the rats had been caught! Wow. And so i went in and see. Caught 2 rats in a row! Wahhhss. Somemore is big size de ok! See le. Hmmms. Seems ke lians, bud i feel safer working there. LOL! *Bad Bad*
Today Mood not very good. Dunnos whys oso. Sighs. And i gonna start my diet plan liaox. LOL! These few daes keep eat. No Good No good. Mus Control!! =)
In the afternoon, quite angry.. Cos the stupid "mgr" say me agains!! Sai lahx. Keep chasing me for work. Ask me this ask me that.. And he sae i cannot plae msn. WTF? In office cannot plae msn? It will be damn bored!! Bud i jus ignore him. Wad for care so much right! HAHA! He ask me to make sure all the invoices be done on time. HAHA! He so li hai, come do lo. Need to be at FO everytime how to do? Somemore he WONT help out. And so i told him to Change my job scope den. This is the third time i telling him this. Omg! This is driving me crazy! Everydae sure say me! Nv say like will die liddat...! Nvm. This motivates me to send my resume!! No more hestitating. =)
Rain Rain Rain..... Everydae rains.. How i go out liddat!! Aiyox.. =(
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
Wow.. Sians.. Office got rat agains! After a few mths, it appear agains! Sighs. Never realli do ani work todae, cos keep looking ard. HAHA! Tml haf to rush my work liaox. S0bx. This morning do stun! When serving a member, the rat jus appear suddenly and i was like WHAT THE... Why so zun sias! Make me paiseh lo!! Cos the member saw me shouting and lifting my leg up! LOL! And her expression was like, wad the hell is going on. HAHA! And i still apolognise lo.. Wakaox. Scared like hell le still haf to sae sorriex. =(
Hope the rat will kena caught tml!! Please manns.. Althou abit cruel.. Bud, I'm at my extreme! I'll cry if it appears tml when i'm on duty. =(
Been raining for the past few daes, Weather so cold.... Bud gd to sleep. HAHA! Need more rest ya............. Good time to sleep song song.
*Perhaps its better for me. *Brain-Washing In Progress*
Monday, March 02, 2009