Saturday, October 4, 2008
Now the time is 6.06am. And i'm here blogging.. Kaos, Cos jus reach home and bath not long ago. Waiting for my hair to dry. Hengs my hair not veri long, if not need to wait for a long time. Aniwaes, thanks fei ge ge for fetching me home and once again be my listening ear ya? Realli appreciated that! Althou u need to work @ 8am tml, bud u still acc me. Heex. Xie Xie Ni. =)Went to his hse veri last min at nites, cos my mood was not good. Den jus wanna go out, no wanna stay @ home. So i called him up @ ard 1030pm, and ask him out. At first, he keep say lazi go out. Walaos, luckily he see me so sians den agreed to acc me for awhile. HAHA. Wanna go his hse n haf drinking session de, but his hse martell, ahem..... open too long liaos he sae no taste liaos. LOLs. So i drank milo cereal.......... OMG. Nvm, wait for his martell comes, den i go n drink! HAHA! =x Pls remember the cheerful side of me ONLY!!Don u realised that u seems like a changed person? I dunno i'm too sensitive or wad. Hais. Nowadaes, everything seems like a challenge to us. Nothing goes smoothly. And i'm feeling more n more insecure & lonely. Sometimes i think, do u realli care about me? Do u still haf feelings for me? If haf, why cant i feel it? Why do i feel that you don seems to bother about wad happening to me? I noe you are not a person who will show ur feelings. Bud sometimes, Action Speaks Louder Than Words! Honestly, i really not used to the lifestyle i had now. I try to treat it as nothing, but i cant succeed. And i make myself feels more xin ku. Think of it, its saddening. Our long relationship will turns out to be liddat. I know i had a bad temper, but even that u used to calm me down with your actions. Bud now, you don even bother about me. Hais. What can i sae? Life is so unpredictable. 我像个残废飞不出你的世界借不到一点安慰为什么你拼命后退退到了边界结果我没了知觉就连痛都嫌浪费在爱里残废非弄得伤痕累累累到我无力再追最怕你突然要挽回回到了原点原点却又像终点然后 多痛一遍
Saturday, October 04, 2008
