Tuesday, September 30, 2008
I'm sick agains. Hais. I feel that i'm so weak.... Eaten the med, whole body no strength. Nv go work todae been sleeping for the whole dae. Hmmms. Bud it didnt seems ok. I think there's something wrong wif my gastric. Dunnos wad happening. Hais. Or issit cos i haven been eating for the last few daes? No wei kou to eat anithing. Sighz.Talk to him dis afternoon. At last, oso haven clear our problems. Hais. And he went out for his class. Everything seems so weird. I dunno how to describe the feelings and the situation.I jus feel that he seems like drifting further and further.... Issit a sign to the ending?I'm not sure. But it really hurts me alot alot.....Tears just flow so freely down my cheeks. There's nothing i can do and i think there's nothing he can do also. One dae, there will be a time for us to face it. Hais.Listening to the sad songs, thinking about the past we had. Everything seems so fine then. Our bond seems so strong. Bud now, it seems so fragile. I don like the feeling. Or i shld sae, I hate the feelings.It pushing me damn hard, leaving me breathless and clueless........................................Forcing me to make a decision. Sighz.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
