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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

I'm sick agains. Hais. I feel that i'm so weak.... Eaten the med, whole body no strength. Nv go work todae been sleeping for the whole dae. Hmmms. Bud it didnt seems ok. I think there's something wrong wif my gastric. Dunnos wad happening. Hais. Or issit cos i haven been eating for the last few daes? No wei kou to eat anithing. Sighz.


Talk to him dis afternoon. At last, oso haven clear our problems. Hais.
And he went out for his class.
Everything seems so weird. I dunno how to describe the feelings and the situation.
I jus feel that he seems like drifting further and further....
Issit a sign to the ending?
I'm not sure. But it really hurts me alot alot.....
Tears just flow so freely down my cheeks.
There's nothing i can do and i think there's nothing he can do also.
One dae, there will be a time for us to face it.
Hais.

Listening to the sad songs, thinking about the past we had. Everything seems so fine then.
Our bond seems so strong. Bud now, it seems so fragile.
I don like the feeling. Or i shld sae, I hate the feelings.
It pushing me damn hard, leaving me breathless and clueless........................................
Forcing me to make a decision. Sighz.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Saturday, September 27, 2008

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替 陪我听雨滴
期待让人越来越沉迷 谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你 我总在 学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我 能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴其实
没有我你分不清那些差别
结局还能多明显 别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫 谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你 我总在 学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我 能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些差别
结局还能多明显 别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我 能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴其实
没有我你分不清那些差别
结局还能多明显 别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉..
What a meaningful song. Hais.

Wo Hao Lei.... Ni Zhi Dao Ma?
Wo Deng Le You Deng. Ni Zhi Dao Ma?
Wo Pang Wang Zhe Ni Hui Lai. Ni Zhi Dao Ma?
Wo Kuai Feng Diao Le. Ni Zhi Dao Ma?
Xi Wang De Yue Gao, Shi Wang De Ye Yue Gao.


How I wish to sleep forever. No need to wake up.
No need to think of anithing.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Monday, September 22, 2008

Everything don't seems to be right for me. Nothing goes smoothly. Dunno exactly WTF is happening! When can this END? PengZ!!


Those things that you sms me that night, issit just for entertaining purposes?


I hate to keep everything in my heart.
I hate to cry so easily nowadays.
I hate to think of that question over and over agains till i get headache.
I hate to think of what shld i do next?!


I like the past. Can i go back to the past? Is there any machine or anything that can turn back time? I hope, I wish there is. Everything seems so fine and gd. No worries.

Monday, September 22, 2008

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Firstly, Happy Birthdae to my DARLING KWEE!! Hope you enjoy your day ya! The Magic Candle. KeKes.




Birthday Girl! Kweeeeeee..... =)



Went to PS again, dis time is going for Secret Recipe. The food there is no nice manns, only like the cakes. LOLs. And Thanks to my LiLi & HuiHui for treating ah mie and me for dinner ya? Paisehs lehs. Next time our turn k. =) Taken pics of the food, looks nice bud taste *ahem ahem* HAHAs!

Hui Hui & Mine Chicken Cordon Bleu.

LiLi's De - Forget wad it's name. LOLs =x




MieMie's De Grilled Chicken



Hmmms. Overall, Disappointed!


US. LOVES! =)


After Shop for awhile, Vincent aka Fei Ge Ge called me up. And he decided to join us. HAHA. And We went to ice monster and eat Mango Chua Bing. Its DELICIOUS! YUMMY!! Think will be going there to eat agains soons. Mango is so sweet........... Cools manns!! HAHAs.

NICE NICE!! =D

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Monday, September 8, 2008

Long time no update le. Too tired and no time to come here. Hmms.


Last wed, went to Manhatten to haf dinner agains. Dis time is wif my bestie sistas, ah mie, ah li & ah hu. =) Talk alot of craps during the dinner. HAHAs. Taken some fotos too.
Look, how happy they are. LOL! My besties - Lili & Huihui.

Mie Mie & Me! HAHA! My precious sister. =p

Lili & Me De Plate. Can See How HUNGRY We Are! LOLs! We finish off all, and our stomach is going to explode!!


EEEEE! Mie Mie & HuiHui. Can See How They Waste Food. LOL!!

After dinner, went to shop for awhile. I under budget yet i still bought a pair of shoes! Oh my. Shoes are just irresistible! Hees.

Yays! Finally fridae got to play mahjong. And.... I WON! Finally lo. Ever since i plae, nv win b4 leh. Dis is the first time sias. Off schedule Off schedule, due to 4bia. The lame movie, waste our 2 hrs time. Awww. Actually wanna plae till 4am nia, den cos of dis we plae till 6.30am! Wow. Tired manns but is worth it! And we 4 slp in 1 bed agains. HAHA! And when u all went home, i noe ok, onli that i lazi to wake up. HAHA! Now think of it, make my hand itch agains. Think addicted to mahjong liaos. jialet jialet. =x [Lili & Huihui, when agains? kekes =x]

And todae, it's such a fcuking irritating dae!! Damn pek chek lo. I think if dis carry on, next time go mental hospital visit me bahs. Office got one dumbass, keep come and irritate me. Head of logistic, SO WHAT? I don gif it a damn lo. One dae, when i realli explode, i'm sure gonna shout @ him. And ask him to FCUK OFF! Kaos!! See him alreadi spoil my mood! PENGS!

Hais. Been thinking about dis matter since yest. If i talk to you about dis, will we quarrel agains? If i tell u about how i feel, will u understand? If i gif u my suggestions, will u listen to it or you will sae i'm not an understanding person? If i keep quiet and let it proceed, will we be able to go far? If you listen to wad i sae, will u be happy? IF IF IF. What's going wrong nowadaes? Whats happening? I feel veri veri veri stress over it. I dunno what exactly i shld do. I veri scare one dae when i'm not able to take it. I'll sae something that i don wan to. Arghhhhhhhh........! I noe you got your reasons for doing it, but isn't too rush ? We haven even haf time to sit down and discuss about it and it's like all decided alreadi? Honestly, actually i tot that you haf given up the idea. But when yest u told me, my heart realli sank for awhile. I dunno what to react to it. I jus sit there and stay blank for awhile. I see you so excited about it, i don wan to throw cold water to you. But how long can dis last? My head veri heavy...........................................................
Pengs. *Fan Nao arhs!*


Monday, September 08, 2008

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